I want you back (manan)

what heart wants

Sometimes,

We  lack words to tell what we feel .

And most of the time ...

Some feelings are just to be felt . Not to told.

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Nandini's pov

It's one of  another morning for me , waking up on sharp seven and make Aaru ready for school, from making her bath to make her braids  ,  help her in uniform to tie her shoe laces , this is something people call monotonous life which I'm following since I gave birth to Aaru .  It's beautiful how I have to bribe her for waking up early , we looked cute in simple words when we brush together and laugh looking at our reflection on mirror , I still wonder why she felt shy when I gave her bath and she has to remove her clothing but on other side she is so comfortable having bath with Manik as long as I have observed .  She makes faces when I gave some veggies in her tiffien box and gave me a kiss if I packed her favorite items , she pout cutely when she observes me tying her lace's while her tinny hands make sure to pull my hairs out of my scalp. She smiles when I tell her that I'm gonna drop and pick her up from school , she loves when I listen her all blabber while she act like a chatter box sitting right next to me on passenger seat.  And I promised myself that I won't miss the chance to make her smile on every second of her life , cause she has been a constant support for me when there was no one , just her tinny hands in mine and all world seems all right .

But unlike other normal days today is something different , today I'm handling two babies instead of one. Since morning Manik is behaving like a baby asking for his favorite breakfast to arrange his daily uses things , and making baby faces now and then . Only if he know that these faces are of no help , I still haven't forgot about last night , the memory is still fresh.

" Yummm.... It smells so good " Manik moan in delight behind me and sniff the aroma feeling his heart or lungs whatever with the smell.

" So what are you making ?" He asked excitedly grabbing a spoon full of caramel bananas . I rolled my eyes at his another desperate attempt to have a talk with me .

" You can at least answer " he asked with his tone a little harsh for the first time in the morning.

" Karela " I replied giving him a tight liped smile .  Damn the look over his face was something but soon it change into a smirk making me frown.

" You know karela is so healthy for body thank you for making it but I prefer a sweet dish after that " I narrowed my eyes on his reply as he lean on me.

" Go away " instantly I pushed him away and he chuckled on my expenses.

" Mumma breakfast!!!" Aaru's voice work as fuel in me as I quickly made some more pancakes and dishing it out ran towards dining table.

" Here it is , now eat " as soon as I  placed the hot pancake on her plate her eyes shine like stars . "Thank you " she replied giving me a big toothy smile.

" where is mine ??" Manik asked in confusion looking at his empty plate. " Serve yourself" I told him in cold tone.

" I won't eat until you dish it out for me " he said in stubborn attitude folding his hand . Aaru looked at us in confusion forgetting her favorite pancakes.

Just for humanity sake I did as he said and turn my attention towards Aaru who was struggling with the hot pancake as she wasn't able to have a bite .

"Aouu " Aaru jerked her hand back because of the heat and made a pouty face, " mumma " she wailed making both of us worry .