The boy next door//jesse underhill smut

Chapter 7

Jesse went up to gunter and punched him
Jesse:leave now
Gunter:fine I'm out
When gunter left Jesse came back inside and I went back to the couch he followed me and sat down with me
Jesse:look I'm sorry I just couldn't stand there to see you sad and hurt
Me:no it's fine what you did thank you so much
Jesse:I know I haven't known you long but it feels like ive know you for years and it hurts.....
Me:Jesse
Jesse:that you have a boyfriend because I have a crush on you
Me:Jesse I like you to and I'm probably breaking up with gunter
Jesse:wait really
Me:yea
Me and Jesse looked deep into each other's eyes god I loved those blue contacts then suddenly Jesse started to kiss me I kissed him back it seemed like it lasted forever and I was happy it lasted forever I loved this boy and I hoped he felt the same way
~jesses pov~
I can't believe I just told her I like her I hope she doesn't think I'm a creep or something and I kissed her what was I thinking but maybe she does love me and gunter was just a random boy that was maybe a sign to her I don't know but I wanted this kiss to last forever
~end of pov~
When our kiss ended I looked at him and got up and so did he
Me:good night Jesse I love you
Jesse:good night babygirl I love you more
We has a quick kiss then I headed up stairs to my room and I layed on my bed confused. I was confused about gunter he seemed like he changed until I got in the hospital then he changed back to his old self I had no idea what was going on then I was confused who I loved Jesse or gunter I didn't know what to do so I went to sleep then around midnight i here something hitting my window it was gunter he took a latter up to my room and knocked on my window (whispering when talking)
Me:what are you doing here
Gunter:I thought you needed a explanation that your new best friend wouldn't let me tell you
Me:come in but be quiet
I turned my lamp on and limped back to my bed
Me:what's your "explanation"
Gunter:what I said to you was not ok and I'm sorry
Me:is that all you have to say
Gunter:no the reason why I said it is cause I'm hurting Inside and to see you in the hospital made me realize I'm not good for you
Me:yes you are I loved you and trusted you and it feels like I can rely on Jesse more than you
Gunter:and I'm sorry for that maybe we should just break up and I will move out of town
Me:no gunter please don't do that
Gunter:you hate me
Me:no I don't i was mad at you for what you did
Gunter:wait really
Me:yes
Gunter than walked over to me and kissed me I kissed back and then he stepped back and looked at me
Gunter:do you still love me or have you moved on
Me:I don't know how I feel right now I'm so confused
Gunter:I understand I will leave you alone to think about it
Me:ok
Gunter was starting to leave when I thought about something
Me:wait gunter
Gunter:yea
Me:are you going to turn back into old you or change for me
Gunter:I will do anything for you
Me:does that mean you will stop cutting
Gunter:I don't know what your talking about
Me:I saw the marks while we were kissing you don't have to hide it from me
Gunter:fine yea I was only because I was upset about you
Me:you made a promise to me 3 years ago that if you stop I would
Gunter:I'm sor-
Me:I've herd enough of those tonight
I went up to him his head was towards the floor I lifted his head to where he was looking at me
Me:just promise you will stop please
Gunter:ok I will for you
Me:for me
Gunter:bye Y/n
Me:bye
He climbed back down the later now I was even more confused then I was earlier that night oh my god my head might bust of confusion.i went back to sleep when I woke up school had been canceled for some reason. Jesse and zephan were chilling on the couch downstairs
Zephan:hey baby looking good
Me:zephan your funny haha
Zephan:I know right I hope it's ok I called mars over
Me: no problem
Zephan:thanks baby
Me:stop calling me baby lol
Zephan:can't help it
Me:fine
Jesse:(whispers)dude what the hell was that
Zephan:I don't know
Just then I got a text from an unknown number-read next chapter to find out what the text said