The boy next door//jesse underhill smut

Chapter 9

                 ⚠️warning signs of depression⚠️

Zephan:so do wanna go out with me
Me:yea sure
Zephan:cool baby
Me:so what you wanna do
Zephan:I don't know
Me:you wanna go out to eat
Zephan:sure but one thing I feel that I should live with you instead of Jesse
Me:oh well I mean it makes sense but maybe could Jesse just stay in another room I don't wanna kick him out
Zephan:sure if it makes you feel better and do you want to me to tell him or will you
Me:I will it's better
Zephan:ok sure so I'll meet you at your house
Me:sure
I then got up an left and went over to go talk to Jesse I was so scared when I opened the door Jesse was chilling on the couch I went to go sit on the couch with him
Me:hey Jesse we need to talk
Jesse:about what
Me:uh...... me and zephan
Jesse:what about it
Me:me and him are dating now and he's moving in
Jesse:ok
Me:just ok?!
Jesse:what am I supposed to do u told me your explanation and I believed you and it's ok I don't care
Me:oh
I was kinda upset that Jesse didn't care but I still had to tell mars and gunter I went up to my room and cleaned up made room for zephans clothes and everything when I left my room to go answer the door Jesse was gone I didn't worry about it I trusted him he probably went out but zephan was at the door he put his bags in my room and then came back downstairs to the kitchen where I was I was in the fridge when zephan came behind me and kissed me
Zephan:so how did he take the news
Me:he said ok and he didn't care
Zephan:oh he took that pretty good considering what he could have done
Me:what do you mean
Zephan:he didn't tell you about his last girlfriend
Me:no not at all
Zephan:oh ima leave that to him it's none of my business
I was so confused what he was talking about and I really wanted to know I just headed to the couch and sat down zephan was upstairs unpacking I then turned on river dale and fell asleep When zephan cam back downstairs I was sleep so he carried me back to my bed and tucked me in after that it was kinda blur I just remember Zephan leaving and jesse never came back I woke up the next morning because someone was ringing the doorbell over and over when I went downstairs it was kori I let her in
Kori:what did you do to gunter
Me:what do you mean
Kori:you haven't heard he's in the FUCKING HOSPITAL
Me:wait what what happened
Kori:he tried to commit suicide
Me:how do you know
Kori:cause they called me
Me:why not me
Kori:I don't know but they wont let me see him unless your their now lets go
Me:can I at least get ready
Kori:you have 10 mins
I ran upstairs scared I just threw some leggings on and a adidas hoodie put my hair and a messy bun and ran downstairs we got in the car and headed for the hospital when we got there I checked in and they only let me in and if his parents were to come then them to but his mom and dad never really payed attention to him when I went in their I was so upset with him
Gunter:I'm sorry
Me:no it my fault I shouldn't have left u
Gunter:no I'm really sorry this is on me you just know how I am
Me:it's gonna be ok I'm here now
When I looked at gunters arm he cut a message into it -read the next chapter to find out what the message says