The boy next door//jesse underhill smut

chapter 15

I had cut too deep and I started to bleed out then I blacked out someone walked in the room it was Jesse he looked around trying to find me when he did I was pale and almost dead he immediately called the ambulance and he shook me I woke up then I blacked out again I couldn't stay awake I had lost to much blood they put me in the ambulance and Jesse took his jacket earlier and tied it around my arm so it would stop bleeding but it didn't help it kept coming loose every 5 seconds but the paramedics had a device that could keep me from bleeding and give me blood at the same time which I needed very much when I got to the hospital I could barely stay awake I kept passing out finally the gave me a sedative to make me pass out and I did  until the next day when I woke up Zephan was sitting there in the chair with his head to the ground I think crying I couldn't talk for some reason so I shook the bed
Zephan:omg Y/n your alive
(Remember I can't talk so I'm writing it down)
Me:yea
He got up and hugged me
Zephan:I'm sorry
Me:for what
Zephan:as your boyfriend I should have saw you were suffering i feel horrible I'm a horrible person I'm sorry
Me:it's not your fault u had no way of knowing
Zephan:ok
Me:thank you for finding me tho
Zephan:I didnt find you
Me:then who did
Zephan:wait you don't remember anything
Me:not after I blacked out
Zephan:oh it was me who found you
Me:then why did you-
Zephan:sorry I thought you said something else
Me:oh well thank you so much ily more than anything
Zephans pov-I felt horrible lying to kourtney but I had no choice I didn't want to tell her that that bastard found her
End of pov
All of a sudden someone knocked on the door it was Sebby and oli I hurried to hide under my blanket It was the first time meeting them and it was the first time meeting them and I was in a hospital bed trying to kill my self they probably think I'm crazy or something Sebby walked up to me and tried taking the blanket down I just tried to hide my face and arms but oli came over and they tried uncovering myself
Sebby:hi y/n
Oli:how are you
Me :um I'm ok what are you doing here
Oli:well me and Sebastian were in the middle of a photo shoot when Sebby got a call from Jesse that you were in the hospital and tried to um
Me:wait how does Jesse know
Sebby:he was the one who found you
Me:no Zephan was
Oli:I'm sorry but he wasn't
Me:wait what
Sebby:jesse found you and called us
Me :oh can you call Jesse and tell him to come here and can you get Zephan
Sebby:sure
They left called Jesse and brought Zephan in
Me:how could you
Zephan:how could I what
Me:you lied to me u told me you found me and you didn't
Zephan:I'm sorry
Me:-read the next chapter to see what you say and guys i talked to Sebby oli and hailey I got a glimpse of Jesse BUT STILL IM SO HAPPY that's why I haven't posted today