MAJOR

MAJOR |12|

Picture me ten years younger with some tats on my face
Takin' a bunch of Xannys with the strap on my waist
Pointin' it at the camera like mama ain't teach me manners
Tryna see mo' bills like I'm headed to Alabama, no, wait
I can't judge them, I'm just trying to understand them
'Cause I used to pop Percs, pourin' purple in my Fanta
Had me swerving in my Phantom like I'm runnin' from my dreams
I was headed for the slammer, I was plantin' all the seed
For them to bury me, I had my whole family mad at me
Fell deep in love with the game and it married me.- Meek Mill: Stay Woke.

Ciyon

I'm sitting here in my room at my house. I been through so much these past couple months. Last night some niggas shot my crib up while my daughter was here. I wasn't scared at all, I was just scared thinking I was gone lose my baby. Four bullets flew through the window past my head while she was sleeping on my chest.

I made Iyoki come get her early this morning. I'm still here though. Even though shit ain't safe I ain't leaving my house. Niggas ain't finna run me out my crib that I pay the bills in. I guess since I found out who killed my brother them niggas trying to get they so called revenge.

I know exactly who shot my crib up. I ain't finna make no moves just yet though. I am moving soon, I got my mama looking for a condo right now as we speak. When I say it's war. I fucking mean it. Nigga it's war.

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Major

"What the results say?" I ask Nigel with my eyes closed and fingers crossed.

"Looks like we finna have us a baby girl bae." He says making me almost pass out. "Nigel you playing right now?" I ask opening my eyes. He shakes his head no and shows me all three pregnancy tests. "Nigel..." I whine.

"What? You don't wanna have my baby or something?" He asks looking disappointed. "No it's not that. It's just that I wanted to get married first, my career is super important to me Ni. You know that." I explain.

"Well come on baby we finna go get married. Yo career can wait. It ain't going nowhere." He says making me cry. I don't know why I'm crying right now. "Stop crying Major." He says wrapping his arms around me and kissing my cheek.

"We grown as hell. We ain't got shit to worry about. I understand that you was far into yo career and shit but nine months ain't nothing baby." He says and I start to cry harder. "Major you being dramatic now." He says and starts laughing. I start to laugh with him.

I'm happy to be having my own little baby but damn. I feel like this all happened way too fast. "You Okay now?" He asks. I nod my head yes and wipe my eyes. "I'm gonna have a family night tonight here at my house. So I can tell everybody." I say. "Well it's going on six now so I'm finna call Ciyon and tell him." He says. I nod my head and turn on the shower.

-

I'm sitting on the couch with Nigel while my mama, daddy, sister, and brother are watching a movie on the other couch and Imani is in the recliner. Even my grandma came over to hear the news.

"So Maj. What was it that you had to tell us?" My mama asks once Love & Hip Hop goes on commercial. "I'm pregnant." I say. My mama eyes widen and Imani jumps out the chair and my daddy gives Nigel a death glare. My grandma and mama start dancing and shit.