I Am Jason (Jastin) | REWRITING

XVI

Where there is love, there is life.
Jason

I groan loudly as I crack my back, the discomfort from the couch affecting me. A yawn escapes my lips as I rub my tired eyes. I turn my head and look down at a sleeping Justin. His soft snores are the most adorable things ever. I've been denying my feelings and I will continue to do so. I'm just not ready and plus I think we all know I don't believe in love.

It just isn't real...

Really the only reason I've been this close to him is because he seems like a good fuck and I haven't had a good one in a while. I yawn once more before walking to the nearest bathroom which happened to be occupied by a tired Yoongi. He gives me a dirty look after walking out.

"Where's Namjoon?" I ask.

He grunts and nods his head towards their bedroom. Jesus, he's so grumpy when he's tired.

"Get some more sleep, huh?"

He scowls at me before heading back to bed. I glance at the clock on the wall. It read '9:34 a.m.'. I zone out after reading it until I hear a soft voice.

"You gonna do what you came here for or are you just gonna stand there?"

I turn to see Justin staring at me with a dumbfounded look on his face. After pursing my lips and blinking at him for a bit, he finally walks into the bathroom. I smirk and walk in after him. He immediately whips around and glares at me.

"Get out, please?"

I shake my head and turn around for him to look at my back.

"Jason, what're you doing?"

Ignoring him is the first thing I do as I start taking my clothes off, my shirt being first. An almost inaudible gasp leaves his lips. I make sure to flex my back a little before slipping off my pants and boxers at the same time.

This kid hasn't seen anything has he? Or do I just have an effect on him? After closing the shower door and turning it on, I watch Justin as he stares at me. He finally turns towards the toilet and unzips his pants to piss. I would be lying if I told you I didn't peek.

"Hey!"

I chuckle and go back to shampooing and conditioning my hair. While rinsing my hair, I close my eyes and let the warm water run down my back. My mind is clear and calm, just blank space.

I shouldn't have done that.

My fingers start twitching as things start flooding back into my mind. Things that aren't good. Very, very bad things. My pulse rapidly increases each time something flashes in my mind, my breathing becoming heavier.

The screams of my own mother filled my ears as I watched her body fall to the floor.

Twitch.

Bang. The bullet flew towards me as I stood still, knowing I'd die...until I saw a blur in front of me. Looking down, I see Jacob lying on the cement, blood pooling from his chest.

Twitch.

"NOOOOO!" I screamed as I held onto her seizing hand. The EKG let out a long beep as she flatlined, tears running down my cheeks.

Twitch.

"You are a worthless piece of shit! No one loved or will ever love you. Why do you keep living? It's your fault they're dead!"

"Jason...Jason!" Justin is too late.

I have already snapped and he doesn't know what has happened to me.

"I'm fine," I say as I turn off the shower and dry myself with a nearby towel.

I step out and walk to my room, already knowing Justin's eyes are following my back. The sound of water running fills the house as I look through my drawers for my special clothes.

After dressing into my black hoodie and pants, I grab my favorite item and run through the halls, going down the steps afterwards. Gregg notices me and nods as he sees what I'm dressed in, throwing me his phone.

I look through the list of nearby events and choose one. This one should be good.

But you know that there is no innocent
one in this game for two.
Justin

Jason had me worried when he was in the shower. He just kind of froze until his hands started twitching as if he needed to hold onto something. The coldness in his voice when he spoke to me was honestly frightening.

After taking a quick shower, I dress and immediately go to his room. Empty. I then hear the front door slam shut and I look out the window. His eyes are trained on the windows so when he looks at the one I'm standing in, I swiftly duck. Few seconds pass before I peek my eyes just above the window seal. He is gone.

What's he up to? Should I ask someone? That's a stupid question, nobody will tell me anything. I shrug it off and head to my room to relax and watch more Netflix. Yes, I said more Netflix.

An hour passes by before I get a new notification on my phone, it being from a graduated senior. My eyes widen as I read what it says, already knowing who did it. Fear fills me as I realize what he had done.

So it's been like 3.456 billion years. :'(

But hey, at least I updated right? :I

Did ya'll see Justin's haircut? Buzztin is back people!

I've also become a K-Pop fan if you didn't know, so if you like K-Pop go follow my account -taelicious-