Charlie Puth☽ imagines

☽ All Over Again

Flashback

"Charlie, what's going on? It's like you've disappeared. I don't know why you're acting like this but it's been almost a month and I'm sick of it", I say into the phone, frustrated

I hear him sigh

"I don't know what you want from me Y/N", he says in a monotone voice

Him saying that made me angry but also hurt

"I want closure. That's the least you can do", I said, not meaning it but just too angry to care

"It's over Y/N. There's your closure", he said, then hung up

I felt a tear go down my face, I can't believe that just happened

End of Flashback

It's been almost two months later, I've gotten a little bit over it but it's just the thing of not knowing what went wrong. Did I do something? Did his feelings change? What was it? I guess I'll never know

I walk into the smoothie shop and go ahead and order the same smoothie I always get

Charlie and I had a tradition that every Wednesday, we come here and get a smoothie to try and relax from the troubles of the week

Although we are broken up, I still do the tradition since it's become part of my routine

To make myself think less of Charlie, I use the time it takes to finish my smoothie, to think of Charlie, but after I'm done and I walk out of the smoothie shop, I don't anymore. It makes my days easier

I grab my smoothie and once I turn around to sit at the table we used to always sit at, I see someone is actually sitting there

"Excuse me, do you mind if I sit in the chair in front  of you?", I ask and once the person turns around, I'm in shock

"Charlie?" I asked, not believing what I was seeing

"Yeah. Hey Y/N", he says with a smile

"Okay it's probably a coincidence that we are both here at the same time but why do you not look shocked to see me? Because I'm sure as hell shocked to see you", I ask with my eyebrows raised

"It's uh actually not a coincidence, I wanted to talk to you, and I figured you're not the type to break traditions, and it looks like I was right", he laughs but I stayed silent, not knowing what to make of this

He stops laughing and sighs, "I'm sorry Y/N. Just let hear me out and if you still want me to go away, I will. I just need to get this off my chest", he explains and I nod silently to him, sitting across from him

When I don't say anything, he takes the hint and starts talking

"Look when we broke up-" he started but I cut him off

"When you broke up with me", I corrected him but felt guilty immediately

"Yeah, you're right", he says sincerely

"When I broke up with you, I wasn't in the right mind set. I wasn't happy with my life. Don't get me wrong, you were probably the only thing in my life that made it better but after I broke up with you.." he trailed off, looking down

"I don't know why I did it. The words I was saying in that phone call, I didn't mean it. At all. Right after I hung up on you, I regretted it. But I knew it was probably too late", he says, looking back into your eyes

"Although I've missed you so bad, I'm glad it happened", you felt your heart break and before you could say anything, he continues

"I needed to find myself again before wanting to get back together with you and I knew it wasn't fair to you to string you along like that, especially because I wouldn't open up to you and tell you what was wrong and I'm sorry for that. But I'm me again. I have been for a while now but I wanted to give you time, and during that time, it's like I've fallen in love with you all over again. For all of the things you did and still do for me, all the things I took for granted. I miss you and I hope you can give me another chance", he finishes and there was so many thoughts running through my mind

"I don't know Charlie. Maybe it's like you said, maybe it is over", I said not meaning it, but afraid of this happening again

"Don't say that Y/N. I shouldn't have let you go in the first place, and no one can love me like you can and vice versa. It's not over", he says grabbing my hand

Man have I missed his touch

"Charlie, I want to take you back, but what if this happens again?", I ask, slightly afraid of the answer

He squeezes me hand in reassurance, "It won't, I promise you Y/N", I look deep into his eyes and I somehow see the Charlie I was in love with and that's when I know what I wanted for sure

"Okay", I smile at him and in return, he grins at me and stands up and gives me a hug

"I love you, thank you"

I smile into his chest, "I love you too"

{ this one is alright I guess lol. thank you for reading 💕 }