Insecure (Michael x Reader)

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          I smile happily as I walk around Heaven, looking for my archangel boyfriend, Michael. I had been dating him for about a year and I couldn't of been happier. We talked about going to a fancy place in Paris I believe, the Eiffel Tower I think it was called. I was one of the angels who was always curious about earth and gods creations on it, but I didn't visit it much. So, Michael wanted to start taking me on dates down there.

          I walked down a hallway and saw Michael at the end with another angel in front of him. Her name was Heather, and she was one I was a little envious about because she had a much prettier vessel than my own. I noticed she had a hand on his bicep and had a flirty smile on her face.

          I watched as she kept flirting and trying to touch Michael anywhere she could, and he didn't look like he was gonna stop her anytime soon. I walked out of the hallway before he noticed me. I teleported myself to earth and went to London, another beautiful area. I just wanted to be away from Michael, so I also warded myself from him. I just needed space from him.

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       It had been a few hours after. I could hear Michael calling out for me but I kept ignoring him. I was currently on what people called the London Eye. It did have beautiful views and I enjoyed looking around. I decided I'll stay down on earth for a while. Just the thought of Michael made me sad and I believe I was feeling what humans called 'depressed'. I just didn't want to talk to him at all.

~~1 Week Later~~

          It's a been a week since, and I've ignored Michael the whole week. I've become very depressed and missed him dearly, but I just didn't want to face him to find out he wants to date Heather for something, because I know it would be easy for Heather to win him over with her prettier vessel. I can't just change mine because that's not what we do. We get one vessel only unless we get cast out from ours.

          I was now in California, walking along the shoreline. I listened to the waves splash and people and children talking and playing. It made me happy to see how happy my fathers creation was with the world he created for them.

         "Erica.." I turn to see Michael standing in front of me. I begin to shake my head 'no' and back away.

          "Erica, please. I've been searching for you for a week, you've had me so worried!" He says, coming closer. He finally got close enough and pulls me into a tight embrace. I wanted to run away from him, but I couldn't fight his hugs. I refused to hug back though. I eventually break out of his embrace.

          "I can't Michael. Go back to Heather." I say and begin to walk away.

           "Heather?" I could hear the confusion in his voice.

          "You know, the angel who was flirting and touching you a week ago. I knew you'd get tired of me eventually Michael, it was only a matter of time." I say and fly away to another location.

     ~~Michael's POV~~

          I watch as the love of my life flies away. She thinks I don't love her all because of a stupid mistake. How could I be so stupid. I only let Heather touch me because I needed some info, and I didn't know how to make her stop either.

          I needed some info about earth so I could take Erica on a date, and Heather knew about it best, so I ask her for information and she told me while touching me, I froze up and just tried to keep my cool. Why am I such an idiot... I shake my head as I go looking for Erica again.

     ~~Erica's POV~~

          After I flew away I felt even worst. I know I should probably let him explain, but the fear of it being what I thought scared me. I wasn't fully sure of where I was at now. It was a wide open field and there was a pond nearby. It was absolutely beautiful.

          "Erica, please stop and listen.." I hear Michael behind me again. I could hear  the emotion in his voice and I knew I messed up. I turned around and looked at his broken expression.

          "Michael, I'm so sorr-"

        "No, no. You had every right to believe some thing was going on between us when you saw us in that hallway. But I promise it was nothing. I was asking her about good places to take you on a date on earth, and I didn't know she'd be so jealous. And then she started flirting and touching me and I froze up and didn't know how to stop her."

          I stare at Michael and take in everything he said. He was talking to her to find a place to take me on a date. I felt even worse now.

        "Michael, I'm so sorry I jumped to conclusions. I just get so insecure still and seeing her do that, I figured you wanted someone prettier, like her." I tell him and rub my arm, a little nervous habit I have. He takes a few steps closer to me and grabs my hands.

          "Erica, you are absolutely beautiful to me. You mean the world to me and I wouldn't trade or lose you for anything. I love you and only you. Forever. You don't ever need to worry about anyone else taking that away." He tells me and I instantly hug him, realizing how much I missed hugging him.

        "Now, how about that date?" He asks once we pull away. I nod with a smile on my face and reach up to kiss him, my arms going around his neck as he puts his hands on my waist. We pull away with even bigger smiles on our faces. He holds my hand and teleports us to Paris and we spend and rest of the day together enjoying our time. He still makes sure I know he'll always be mine, and I'll always be his.

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AN: Hope you enjoyed this and sorry for taking a while to finish it. I made it where they understood most human emotions, or at least knew about them so hopefully that's ok. :)                 Also, request are now closed. I am now working, so I won't have as much time and I don't want people with request have to wait forever for it to finish. I do still plan on updating though. :)


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