{17} Let's talk about sex

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Michael

Dakota's Mum is the fucking best, she's letting Kota stay home from school with me since I'm not feeling well even after cuddling and holding Dakota last night. This is fucking perfect. I get to spend the day with my girl and not have to deal with going to that shit hole and I don't have to deal with confronting Luke yet either.

I'm holding Dakota against my almost bare body and my hands are under her (my) shirt while both our legs are tangled together under the covers. Dakota's phone buzzes and I try ignoring it, but it just keeps buzzing and Dakota is fast asleep in my arms. I silently groan and grab her phone without looking at the caller ID and I just answer. "Kota, where the fuck are you and Mike? I've tried texting both of you and there's been no answer. I'm sure you know Mike is mad at me, but ugh where are you?" It's Luke, fan-fucking-tastic. "Kota is asleep and so was I before you started blowing up her phone. We're at my house, stop fucking blowing our shit up" I snap into the phone and I hear him sigh "Mike, dude, please don't do this shit."

"What do you mean? You're the one who canceled on me. I'm not at home because I'm mad at you dipshit, I'm home because I'm sick, and my girlfriend is here so I'm not home alone sick. Mind your fucking business, plus you said you didn't understand how I'm comfortable with just her, so lucky you don't have to see us today." I grumble into the phone and I don't realize Dakota is awake looking at me "Michael, I'm sorry. I shouldn't have said that, I know how protective you are, I guess I was just tormenting you. I'm sorry" I roll my eyes at his statement

"I don't even care what you said about couples and shit mate, I care that you canceled on the show we have been planning for months, you say you care about this music shit, but apparently not." I hang up on him and put her phone down and I look at her "you're stressing yourself out too much baby" she mumbles softly.

I frown and lay my head against her chest and she runs her fingers through my hair "I know." I say quietly "That's probably where you got your migraine from Mikey, you just need to relax"

"I don't know how unless that involves not being sober or sex" I grumble and she laughs at my all-too-honest answer "Actually scratch sex, I haven't had a good fuck in ages" I sigh and she giggles "when was the last time?" I look up at her

"What?" I need to make sure I heard correctly. "When was the last time you had 'a good fuck' as you put it?" She asks truly curious and I bite my lip. Why would my girlfriend want to know this?

"Um, I uh...I dunno" I answer truthfully because the last time I had any fuck was when I was drunk at one of Nate's parties.

"Well it must've not been that good if you can't remember" she smiles and I shrug "I guess so, yeah" I don't want to ask her that question considering why she left New York. Sex, I'd imagine is a difficult subject for her.

"Why are you lookin at me like that Clifford?" She giggles and I shrug "I dunno, I just was thinking that like, maybe talking about sex and stuff is probably like difficult for you considering all you had told me that night on the building... I mean it's cool if you're all good, but I don't want to make you uncomfortable and stuff" I feel my cheeks burning with embarrassment and Dakota just laughs at me and I furrow my eyebrows at her while sitting up.

"Mikey you think just because I've been through sexual and physical abuse means I don't like sex? No baby, I mean, I'd never ever go get drunk at a party or just go to a party and sleep around or I'd never let some guy just throw himself on me, that's scary, but like, I've had consensual sex before babe, it's wonderful" she smiles

"I appreciate all your concerns though, but Mikey if you wanna talk about sex, then let's talk about sex. You are my boyfriend after all" She pecks my lips and I instantly relax

"What do you wanna know? I'm assuming you have questions" she sits up and we face each other "Take a deep breath Michael, we're not having sex, just talking about it for future reference" she winks and I smirk "Okay, then let's start easy, what do you like in bed?"

She smiles "Well, I've only had consensual sex like 3 times, all with the same dude, and I dunno, he didn't really do anything for me honestly other than fuck me and make out with me, it was sex with no strings attached, this guy didn't talk to me outside of his bedroom." I look at her sideways, really confused

"So wait, what? This guy didn't eat you out or no hickeys or anything for you? That does not sound wonderful love. Please tell me you didn't suck his dick" I cross my arms "He wanted me to, but I didn't, he asked me the third time we fucked and since I didn't suck him he stopped fucking me and our no strings sex just stopped happening and he pretended like he didn't know me" she shrugs

"I agreed to the whole thing because I thought it'd distract me from the crazy shit going on in my home, which is stupid because it didn't" I bite my lip at her explanations "That sucks babe, you've never had good sex" I mumble and she giggles

"I thought the first time me and the dude did it was good, but it really wasn't, he never even made me cum, and he never touched me either. Just a fuck, he would cum and then kick me out, and I listened" I shake my head "okay that's fucked up, I've had no strings attached sex with girls but I be sure to treat them" I laugh "what the fuck? This dude must've been not looking at you property because, I mean, I would personally do just about anything to make you feel good" Dakota blushes at my statement

"You're too sweet" she mumbles and I smirk "I can't wait to try so much with you" I say quietly to myself as I look Dakota up and down in only my shirt and her panties

"I can't believe that guy would waste his time like that, damn, I'm not ever gonna do that shit to you baby, I promise" I peck her lips and she smiles "Well what do you like then?"

I chuckle "Doll face, there isn't a lot that I don't like"

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