Thoughts

Submission

This kind of writing is very different from me and I realize that. If you are not comfortable with explicit words, expressions, and meanings please stop reading here ;) Could say Rated PG-17 to Rated R

I am young. And my body changes. I begin to crave things that I have never thought of before.

The thought of a man running his hands down my body makes my head dizzy.

To be looked at with an animalistic lust, the idea makes me swoon.

The idea of being  wanted, drives me crazy. A feeling that I desperately desire.

I can only imagine how my thirst would be quenched if my need to submit to a dominant be met. To be at ones complete mercy makes me wild.

The need to submit not only just found me, but hit me with a force so strong it knocked me down. Just imagining the thought of being devoured...

These thoughts are new to me, but I welcome them with open arms, as I would my dominant.

Imagine being kissed with such fever that your longing for intimate touch clouds your every thought. Imagine having gentle hands run along your most intimate areas, the light movements driving you crazy. Just the look in the eyes, powerful enough to make you drop to your knees in submission.

I long to move my own hands down his body. To feel his desire pinning after me as I submit to him. To lean into one's touch and feel neediness for me and me only.

I desire for much, but I do not feel bad for what I desire.

I long to be pleased by these ideas I feed myself. To be sexually taken care of by my partner. I become older, but I am still young.

My needs grow, yet at the same time they remain dormant.

When the feelings come, they come strong. But they do not cloud every second of thinking.

I am not sure when the emotions will falter, and I do not think I am ready for that time to come. I enjoy thinking of the things lust makes me want to do.