Why am I even thinking about killing off Stephanie, my true self.
The only possible way of having a normal life. It's not what I want at all, I may not have it all but what I have is a chance at a normal life and never could I ever pick Perrie over that, the fake boyfriend who's playing me, the friend who doesn't like me because he knows I'm lying. At least Stephanie has Michael, even if that's all she's got he's real, and she can be mad but he's her bestfriend and after everything he always will be.
Bringing these boys back into my life for revenge is both sweet but hard at the same time.
Nothing is harder than lying to your only best friend and trying to get the guy you hate the most eating out of your hands.
I sign a few autographs and take a few selfies with fans while attempting to make our way to the bus.
You know the worst part about all this is?
I have to share MY bus with those 4 idiots.
I give up
My manager honestly didn't understand when I said I needed my own bus.
He didn't even fall for the period card.
So sneaking around is going to be a lot harder than expected.
"Hey Perrie"
"Hi Michael?"
"Have I ever told you that I really love your hair like the black with blue strips is perfect"
"What do you want Michael?"
"Can I have a plane ticket from Perth to Sydney and backstage pass for the Sydney show please please please"
"Why?"
"I want to fly Stephanie over we didn't end things right over in Perth"
I mentally scoffed before coming to realisation that I'm Stephanie.
This gets really really confusing ok leave me alone.
"I.. I.. Um I'll see what I can do"
"THANKYOU YOUR THE BEST"
he screams and kisses me on the cheek. With my luck Ashton sees that and glares as Michael skips? past him.
"Hey ash"
"Hey beautiful"
he turns he shirtless back to me and I just roll my eyes at him. He's absolutely ridiculous thinking I would check him out. I rather watch paint dry
But I guess that's a paint joke I'm not ready to open yet, get it open like the can he would have had to open to set up and pour on me humiliating me on my last day at the place I hated most in the entire world and had hated all because of ashton I mean no biggy.
The bus ride from Perth to Sydney was brutal and long, god knows why we didn't fly, I guess bands just prefer to travel by bus so that they get the opportunity to bond, except that was the last thing I wanted to do..
Especially with Ashton, not to mention that Asian I don't think I will ever really like, I mean Lukes cute in a young boy way, he's only 18, being 20 feels wrong you know, he's just a baby. And Michael, well I love him and Of course I want to be best friends, but that's a bit hard when only one of you can be friends with Michael, Perrie or Stephanie. And seeing as Michael doesn't like Perrie that much, I guess that limits the options.
Days, hours, minutes, seconds and nights go buy and I realise the only productive thing we've done these past few weeks have been playing GTA, COD and some Kim Kardashian game on our phones. Yet somehow I wouldn't trade it for the world.
The bus is pretty set up, and it's good because the boys get bunks and I get my own little room and the end and a door! Which hasn't been that bad, well for me, I hope the boys enjoy their ball smelling beds, because I'm comfortable!
Since the door has a lock I have the opportunity at night to lock the door which is the only break I have from this wig, and I cherish every moment let me tell you!
*knocks at door*
Shit! Where's my wig?!
"Um, who is It and what do you want??"
"Michael and I just need you for a minute, everyone else I asleep"
"just a second mikey I have to get decent"
"Okay, wait? Decent? Awwww shiiiiieeeet, does that mean-"
"Shutup Michael just wait!"
I get on my wig, with stuggle and fix myself up, check my natural hair isn't showing and then I let Michael in.
He immediately crawls to my bed where he props himself up like he always does before a big dnm
"What's up"
"Nothing I just needed to be with you steph"
"Excuse me?"
"You heard me"
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Ooh Michael knows her secret this is getting intense!
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