My Love Hurts You (BoyXboy)

Chapter 11

*Alex's pov*

I twist and turn on my bed.  I cant sleep.  I cant stop thinking about what happened earlier..

Ive never even imagined that Jackie could be so..  Submissive.  His relationship with Zach must be so much more instense.  Me and Jackie do it all the time, but ive never ended up like he did.. He frekin passed out! 

...i need to talk to someone,  get my mind off of this.
I wonder if Kenneth is awake.

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Me: hey r u awake?

KenXD: yea whats up?

Me: Cant sleep :(

KenXD: oh?  Its like 10 pm XD

Me: XD yeah i know but like..
Me: i have nothing to do :/

KenXD: your bored? 
KenXD: i heard reading a book helps:)
KenXD: then maybe in the morning I'll come by and pick u up ;)

Me: Oh? XD
Me: id love that

KenXD: ok boo ^3^ i will
KenXD: i love you ♡

Me: i love you too～(^з^)-♡

Me: u know what
Me: now im excited to sleep
Me: i miss u ;^;

KenXD: i wish i could see you as often as id like,  but i always have work :(
KenXD: luckily tomorrow is my off day :)

Me: ;^; yur job really works u to the bone..

KenXD: it sucks, but it puts food on the table :')

Me: Yeah ig..
Me: okay im gonna go to sleep :)

KenXD: okay i love you ♡♡

Me: ily 2

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I turn my phone off and sit it in my dresser.

Pulling my blankets on,  i roll over.

Darkness is neat.

I close my eyes. And eventually find my self in a dream.

I wake up on the ground. Water streaming onto my face.  I recognize the area. Its my old neighborhood back in Michigan.
I stand up. I only have a white T-shirt on.  I pull it down to hide my privates.  I walk down the road.  Its so quiet. Then some lady opens a door.  "hey i know you! " she says to me. I dont recognize her.  "your [my parents] kid right? " i nod.  She comes over to me. "lets get you some pants." i see myself walk into her home and then walk out. I dont really see any pants.  Its a blurr.  I walk down the broken up dirt road once more. I come to a bend.  I see someone i apparently know.  I dont recognize them.  But in my head we're friends apparently.  They talk to me.  I dont interact with them back.  I walk by.  I come across this area.  Toys on the groud.  Then i find a mirror.  Its from my waiste up.  I see my shirt.  Its ripped.  I didnt notice untill then.  Then i walked away. I didnt really go anywhere. I went back to the mirror and look at the tear in my shirt. It got longer.  Wider.  Then i see a strange deep ness of my gut.  Like i almost got cut in half. Except i on the rim,  of my skin, there were dull pointed teeth.  Under the strange gash,  two cuts formed.  I started bleeding.  The cuts got bigger and i bled more.  I felt pain.  I wrapped my arms around my stomach.  My vision blurred.  The pain continued.  I fell to my knees.  The bleeding wont stop.  Finally,  i fell to my side as i bled to death.  Everything went black and i woke up into real life.