My Love Hurts You (BoyXboy)

Chapter 13

*Alex's pov*

I layed on the bed in Kenneths room waiting for him to come back. I dont know why i didnt go with him. Its not like i had anything better to do. 

Im so bored.

I looked around his bedroom.
Its so.. Nice. He's got a fancy dresser. And a really nice bed frame. All dark. Like black and maroon. Even his curtains match.

I wonder what kind of shirts he has hidden in that closet. I dont think I've ever seen him without his sweater other than when he wore that tank top...

I opened his black closet doors.

Woaahhh.

On the floor there are shoes. Even some black high-heels. Thats kinda weird.. But i geuss i wont judge. Maybe he likes to cross dress sometimes?

There were some really neat shirts.
Some with really nice patterns and colors. A few croptops?

I pick out this black crop top that had the word "#SLUT" on it, in sparkly white.

Pfft. Why does he have THISSS. I really wanted to laugh but i was scared all the same. To think such a sweet innocent guy would have such a dirty secret.

I sat it on his bed and moved on to his dresser.

I opened the top drawer.

Hmmm... Interesting. Lingerie. Cute.
What the fu-.. ARE THESE THONGS?! THONGS FOR MEN-  oh jesus.

I look in another drawer and the horror only continues.

What even is this?

Its like.. A bunch of buckles. But there all connected. This is wicked. Is this supposed to be worn? How would someone wear this?... It would be quite revealing to be worn now that i think about it. Black straps.

Hm. Fluffy? I reach for this furry item burried beneath the other weird things in here. I pull out yet another black item. Maybe hes goth.. Weird. Handcuffs..... Should i be worried-

I decide to abandon this drawer and move on to the third.

Just as i open it, i regret doing so.

Theres no mistaking what these objects are... I dont even want to say it in my head. D i l d o s. And what is this, anal beads? Oh and a gag too. Ah rope too. Uhuhhhhh. No lube? Brutal.
I feel like i shouldve seen this coming.

Kinky.

I dont even know how to feel about this.  What was he before i met him? A stripper?? JEEZ. .. Oh god.. What if this is why hes being so nice to me? What if hes a camboy? I mean.. It would explain why his laptop has that camera thing attached to it.

But wow. What a shocker. He was just.. So innocent. Like a stereotypical "perfect boyfriend".  This is so uncalled for. I dont really like that exotic stuff.. I think i prefer more... Vanilla. Me and jackie never did anything too exotic before..

This is kinda overwhelming.
I should really get out of his business. But if we're gonna be together shouldnt i know about this? That hes actuall really kinky. Jeez. Hm. Weird to imagine. I wonder if hes a top or a bottom. I never really thought about it before. What if hes a bottom?? What if he likes being the one tied up and.. Well i dont think id be able to take the role of a top... Thats just.. Not me.

Ah jeez.. Im already a failure of a partner and alls im doing is making assumptions.. But all the evidence is here..

Maybe we arent as compatible as i thought..