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mon-el's pov.

I'm gaming with Gabriel right now. yes. gaming. on one of my only free days of the weak. I know that I would be better of if I would make myself usefull. if I only had been with Kara right now...

she would've known something interesting they could do. like every sunday, they would talk about everything with each other while watching the sunset. he thought about that one moment, the last time they were there together.. sitting quitely in the woods on a hill.

sunday, 2 weaks ago.

Kara looks so pretty. should I tell her? tell her that she looks pretty during the sunset? that she is probably the prettiest view I had ever seen in my entire life?

'You know that-uh..'
suddenly I see her looking at me, instead of the sky. her eyes seem to look into my soul.
'know what?' she asks, with the softest voice I probably have ever heard.
i'm frozen. I don't know what to do. or say.
'the sky.. is just, it's-uh..'

Kara laughs at me for stambling. she giggles. and I just can't leave her hand alone for any longer, so I decide take her hand in mine. first she looks suprised, but then finally smiles at me after my action and looks at our hands.

'i miss home.' she says, doubting if she has to look at me while saying it. eventually she wipes a tear away, and looks at her left side, where i'm sitting. I nod in understanding.
'i miss it too.' I say but then start to laugh.
'that's probabely really weird for you to understand.' she shakes her head while squeezing my hand a little.

'it's not.' she confirms, and looks at me like i'm some kind of.. I really don't know. I just.. can't describe the way she looks at me.
'really? because the torture was bad, the way we treated our people was bad.. the way..'
I stop a second before I continue and look at her like.. like I want to say it while looking at her.

'the way I treated girls.. was bad.' I sigh and look over at Kara again. I could she her smiling at me.
'why are you smiling?' I say with a quiet giggle.
'was that a giggle I saw right there, Mon-el?' she starts to tickle me.
'you know that that doesn't do anything to me, right?' now i'm the one who is laughing, and I hastily look away.
'get up.' she says instantely, and I notice when I look back at her, that she is already standing on both feet.

'where are you taking us? some special place?' I ask with a little bit of sarcasm in my voice.
'nope.' she says and looks over her shoulder, where i'm standing right now.
'you're taking us.' I give her a weird look while she just smirks at me.
'me? how do I-' I'm stopped by Kara who jumps on my back. I start to laugh and take both of her legs in my arms, holding her close to my body. I don't start to walk yet.
'are you gonna move, or..' she whispers in my ear. she is so close to me right now. I can feel that my heart is racing but decide to not let that destroy my night with her.
she's just my best friend.
and my life would suck so hard when I would lose her.

'Come on..' I start to laugh at her impatientness.
'a problem.. Danvers?' I can feel that she slaps me on the back of my head.
'now do as I say, and just start walking.'
'I'm not you horse, little bear.'
'I really hope that you just didn't say that word or I'm just gonna pretend that I didn't hear it.'
'but you did hear it right..' I stop for a second.
'little bear.' she sighs when I say it again.
'I told you, I hate nick names.' I laugh and she decides to ignore it by saying something else.
'please.. walk, you moron.'
'nobody says moron these days anymore, Kara.'

I remember that these were our regular convos. wow.. I loved her so much.
WAIT A MINUTE! WTF! NO, NO! I DON'T-
'Mike!' Gabriel slaps me hard.
'What the hell, dude!' I hit him hard as a pay back. I see that he starts to laugh.
'You were thinking about Kara, weren't you?'
I shake my head really fast.

'NO! please.. no.'
'please?! are you really not seeing the shit?' he asks and the only thing I can do right now, is be mad at him.
'there is literally nothing to see!'
'bro, you know that i love you, man. but you need to stop being a buthead.'
I stop for a minute and we just look at each other.

'what?' he finally asks after the silence.
'I really can't believe you just called me a buthead.' I say, very serious.
he starts to laugh at my reaction.
'whatever bro.. just.. make your move, before it's to late.' I shake my head, but deep down I know that it's true. but I knew that every guy wanted Kara. they are all secretly in love with her. and.. I.. I didn't wanna lose her. but it feels like i'm losing her already to one of those boys..

fucking Mitch Sinclair.

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