High school adventures. - Karamel.

12.

kara's pov.

I sigh when I hear the sound of my alarm going off. I hate that sound. I hate school, I hate tests, I have hated.. everything and everyone for the past few days.
it's all because of him. why can't he just.. you know! be a man for one time and grow up or something like that.

I sigh again when I make my way out of bed, changing into other clothes. I hear how a door gets slammed really hard. Shit!
'Alex, NO NO NO!' I smash on the door and start to shout. 'COME ON!'
'stop whining!' I hear her yelling some other stuff too, but I kind of already gave up. URGH. he made me like this. he always gave up too easy too. just like he gave up on us. NOT that there WAS an us! ieuwl! NO. please, GOD, no. he's such a loser.

when Alex FINALLY gets out of the bathroom, I'm already eating my breakfast. I give her a dead stare and make my way back to my food. 'can you grow up and let me be first, just for ONCE, please.' I say, really frustrated and quickly look up for a moment.
'get fucking over him.' I can hear Alex mumble, but I didn't really hear it, so I decide to just ignore it then.
'you know, Mitch is going to be here in..' I see Alex looking at the clock on the wall.
'oh my.. in ten minutes.' she says and laughs.
'ten minutes?!?!' I start to pannick.
'how are things going with him by the way?' Alex asks really calm. I decide to not freak out about the fact that i'm not ready yet, and just talk to Alex for a second.
'you mean now with his face, after that awful beat up by mon-el? pff, literally so good. he's taking everything just fine. but you know, mon-el is just such a-'
'I was actually talking about the.. romantical part.' Alex interupts me. I start to feel like a tomatoe. like.. blushing... red.. wait what? why am I even blushing? and why am I stuttering in my own thoughts?
'oh.' I just say.
'really great. he's so sweet. but I really wish mon-el hadn't be such a asshole and-'
'okay! that's it. I'm done listening to this without saying anything about it.' Alex yells.
I feel my heart beating really fast suddenly. 'you're in love, aren't you?' she asks, quite irritated. I decide to ignore her behavior and just answer her question.
'Mitch is just..'
'it's REALLY not Mitch i'm talking about right now, Kara.' I swallow.
'yeah, you are.' I say and she just looks at me without saying anything and it makes me kind of nervous, if I have to admit.
'who else could you possible be talking about?' I ask really quick.
she sighs and looks away. I can see that she wants too tell me.
'alex..' I say in a kind-of-threatening way.
'Kara, you're so in love. but..'
'but?'
'I don't think you really wanna hear with who, right now.. maybe tomorrow's a better day than today.' she pauses for a second.
'or yesterday.' she states again.
'or the days before that..'
'okay, okay, I get it.' I say.
'even though you're wrong, again.' I mumble and start to laugh, which I can see drives Alex over the edge.
'it's mon-el. you love him. no.. you're IN LOVE with him. you just don't wanna believe it, because you thought he used to be like this popular jackass, but then you found out he was like what? the nicest a guy has ever been to you. a while after that he became like your best friend. I know you are having trouble with your feelings towards him, you know..'
I swallow after hearing that.
'you're talking crazy.' I say and start to walk down the hallway, towards the door.
'am I, Kara?'
'yes, you are.'
'no, i'm not! you talk about him ALL THE TIME. we saw each other this morning for like.. what was it, five minutes? and you already mentioned his name two or three times.' I sigh again, heavily.
'yeah, but in a bad way.'
'you know that doesn't matter.' I put my hands on my ears so I can just stop listening to her.. her bullshit.
'lalala! can't hear you!' I see how Alex angrily tries to get my hands of my ears.
'I really..' I look in the living room if I can see if Jeremia or Eliza can see us, but i'm glad when I notice they don't. without a doubt I push her to the ground, but not hard enough to hurt her. I wink at her and laugh.
'gotta go.' I look quickly in the mirror to fix my hair a little and decide immediately, with Alex stating all that crap about me being in love with mon-el, to leave.
who cares that i'm not wearing make-up for once? screw it.