Letters Of Apologies ➳ (jenlisa)

Chapter 7

Jennies P.O.V.

"So she just acted like nothing happened?" Jisoo asks me and I can sense she is a little angry. "Yeah, im sure she didnt intend for it but she just held my hand and then acted like she didnt hold my hand or get jealous because of one of Chaeyoung's friends" I answer and Jisoo rolls her eyes and I hit her arm in response. "I'm sure she has a reason Jisoo" I ensure her and she scoffs. "maybe, but what does it matter, if she acts like that and then acts like nothing happens then that's only playing around with your emotions" my bestfriend tells me and I only stare at her waiting for her to finish. "Unnie, I'll be okay. I know there is a reason, I just dont know what it is yet" I sit next to her and sigh to myself. "Why do you trust her Jennie? I mean I just dont get it really...she's mean to everyone and cut of everyone, even chae and you know how nice she is...I'm not going to convince you not to trust her because that's your decision but why?" she asks me genuinely which makes me think harder than I have about Lisa before. "I guess because...when I first met her she just acted anything but how people said she does and even when people are talking bad about her in front of her, she doesnt say anything. She has also been nothing but nice to me, so that's why....actions mean something" I answer honestly and Jisoo looks as if I shocked her.

"What?" I ask in remark of her reaction. "I have never heard anyone say that or think that of Lisa before. Kind of makes me think I'm being a jerk" Jisoo mutters and blows out. "Well, it doesn't make you a jerk, but she was your friend once and It does make you a jerk to not think of why she acted like that" I tell her and she rolls her eyes. "I'm like that because she hurt her bestfriend who is also one of my good friends".

"Well no one does that for no reason Unnie, and I want to know the reason but I dont think she trusts me with it...whatever it is" I mumble the last part and sigh knowing Lisa doesn't want to tell me anything about what happened in the past because I feel like there is something going on still she just wont tell anyone, and a big part of me hopes to be that someone she tells one day.

"She is going to have to say something to you Jen, because you two have a thing or whatever so just get her to talk to you" Jisoo tells me and I cant help but laugh. "Yeah that's easier said than done, every time I talk to her about her past or something that happened she just gets really quiet" I point out. "Give her time then I guess Jenduekie, lets just hope she comes around or I'm going to have to give her a piece of my mind" she threatens and I laugh thinking about her giving Lisa a so called 'piece of her mind'. "I will, I just want her to know she can trust me that's all" I say finally and Jisoo gives me a small side hug and I show her a smile.

Its been 2 days since she held my hand and started acting I guess different with me and since then she has only texted me and talked to me in class, which makes me feel like she is avoiding me, she should talk to me right? Even if something is going on with her, she cant just avoid me when she does these things that lead me to think she likes me back.

Just as I'm about to start thinking more about it my mother starts to knock on my door and both Jisoo and I turn our heads to look over at the door. "Someone knocked on the door a few minutes ago and this letter was down there and it has your name on it" she tells me and both Jisoo and I share a look with each other before I get up to grab the letter. "Thanks" I say to my mom and she smiles and closes the door.

I stare at the handwriting on the envelope and instantly recognize it as Lisa's handwriting. "Its from Lisa" I announce. "How do you know?" she asks. "That's her handwriting" I answer and she signals for me to open it.

I open the envelope and open the paper inside of it.

Letter of Apology/ Dear Jennie,

I dont really know how to start this, but I know I came of as rude the past few days and again Im just really bad at expressing my feelings...especially these days. But anyways...I hope you aren't upset or anything related to that, if I come as rude its not my intention, especially not with you. I dont really know why I'm writing these honestly, I feel like it is kind of embarrassing or like really stupid. Im sorry again Jennie. I hope you have a goodnight. I'll text you later...just if you dont mind dont bring up this letter...I never do this but I just dont want you upset for any reason. Goodnight love.