Strawberries And Cigarettes ; Snowbaz One Shots

I can't hold my liquor.

This was sorta suggested by Haybae_Lynne.
I'm sorry if this sucks ass.

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Simon

Baz has been invited to a party by his friends at Uni and he wants me to go with him.

And I'm scared.

"Bazzzz," I whine, following him to the kitchen, "I don't know anybody!" He starts poring coffe in a cup and shurgs.

"Then I'll introduce you." He says cooly, "Baaazzzz" I whine again. He rolls his eyes and puts his hands around my waist.

"Please come with me Simon, it means a lot, and I won't enjoy it if you're not there." I look into his grey eyes, "Fffffine," I say and he smiles.

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It's crowded as hell in here.

We're in a two bedroom apartment, and there's a lot of people here.

I can't belive the twit who threw this party goes to the same University as Baz.

I'm walking behind him in this crowded space and people he knows are introducing them selves to me, and people who he doesn't know, are winking and flirting at him.

"Heyyy Bazzz!" A drunk black haired girl says seductively, and kisses his cheek. "Hi," he says and smiles politely, and keeps walking.

When he can't see her anymore I glare at her and point at him and mouth 'He's mine hoe', and she flips me the bird in response.

"Yo Baz!" Yells a tall guy from across the room, he has lose brown hair and a relaxed face. "Hey Charlie!" Baz says grinning.

"Is this Simon?" He asks when we finally reach him. "Yea, Snow, this is Charlie, or Chuck-" Charlie pushes Baz's shoulder and laughs, "You'll never forget that will ya Basil?" Baz laughs and shakes his head.

Suddenly I feel left out. Like Baz lives a whole other life without me.

"You see Snow, Chuck managed to get his whole hand in a wood chucker in the woodshop," Charlie rolls his eyes, "And he was crying and screaming for help, and thank Crowley I heard him or he'd do something dumb like turn the damn thing on agian."

Charlie scoffs, "It's not my fault it looked like a turn off button!" Baz laughs even harder, "It was already off!"

Charlie shows me his hand and points to a medium sized scar at the top that goes across his chipped fingers.

"It was on for like, a second, so nothing that bad happened" Baz shakes his head "Merlin, Chuck." He sighs.

"Want a drink?!" Yells a skinny bloke from the kitchen. Baz grabs my hand and walks over there.

And despite our hand holding, girls still hit on him.

When we get over there he doesn't even bother asking Baz what he wants and hands him a red solo cup, "What do you want?" He asks me.

I look at Baz, he grins at me and turns the guy, "He'll have a beer, Daniel," Daniel nods and hands me one.

Baz

Simon is not used to drinking, and he gets tipsy after two beers.

"HeyyYy BazzZz" Simon says leaning close to me, "Are youUu singleeeEee?"

I roll my eyes and push him away, "Sorry Snow, I have a boyfriend" he frowns then covers his mouth, "I- I think I ha-have to pu-puke," he mummers.

"I sh-should go to the bathroom," he looks around and I push him to the bathroom, "I'll pu-puke now," he states.

"You go do that," I say rolling my eyes.

I can't watch him puke (I get nauseated easily), so I go back to our spot.

I start another conversation with Charlie when Snow stumbles out of the bathroom still looking drunk off his arse.

I don't call his name yet, I want to see what he does first, (I've never seen Snow this drunk and it's quite the site).

He looks around a little, and girl comes up to him and she looks like she's flirting with him.

I feel sick.

Simon smiles and laughs like it's normal. She leans into a kiss and he doesn't object.

I feel like throwing up now.

Charlie finally looks at what's happening, "Kelly?!" He yells, oh right, that's his sister.

They break apart and Kelly looks amused. Simon looks at me and I think he's finally sober enough to realize what he did.

I feel like my world is being torn apart.

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We're sitting in silence in the car. I'm driving becuase I can actually hold down my fucking liquor.

"Baz I-" I shake my head, "Stop. Simon just stop". I'm crying now and I can't stop, "I trusted you, and I don't even know what to think anymore. Maybe I'm not enough for you anymore, but you could've told me instead of...." I shake my head again, "Instead of doing this" I'm so quiet even I have a hard time hearing myslef.

Simon doesn't even respond.

When we get to his (and Penny's) flat he looks at me with lonely eyes, "I'm sorry Baz, if could take it back I would," I ignore him.

"And I still love you," he says. Now I look at him. "Are you sure?" I demand, "Yes" he respondeds. I shake my head and look away.

"I'm not." I whisper.

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*Kim Kardashian Cry*
WhyyyyYyyyyyyyYy
A/N: Drunk Baz is next!!!(Im excited)