Beloved.

Epilogue

Dear Katlyn,

Hi. I'm sorry this is happening to you, and i never meant for it to turn out this way. By the time you see this i will already be gone and i need you to know that i love you. As i told you, i was going to my parents house, which is why i couldn't be with you the last 3 days. I was with my parents because of what is soon going to be happening to myself. I was thinking i should see my parents one more time because of what my past life was, and how my mother saved my life the first time, and how both of them helped me through a tough time in my life.

I just can't stand it anymore. Its been killing me. I thought i was better, i really did. But something is telling me its time to let go. I know its for the best, and its killing me that i won't be able to see you anymore. I'm glad i helped you the way i have, and that i saved your life. But i think now its time to save myself.

When i die, Katlyn, you will cry, scream, yell, and it will feel like you don't know what to do with your life anymore. But you will not give up. You hear me? It will hurt, and your heart will ache. But i want to tell you that if someone really matters to you, it will never be 'all better'. It will never 'okay'. You will never 'move on'. You'll never get over it completely, but you'll get to a point where it doesn't hurt as much.

And when i die, i want you to remember all the memories we had together, good and bad. Because memories never die.

I want you to remember our song. I want you to read those lyrics all the time and remember that i'm still there with you, i am.

I want you to know that i love you, i always will. And i know you will always love me too, Katlyn. I know you do.

"There are all kinds of love in the world, but never the same love twice." -F Scott Fitzgerald.

Katlyn, i love you. You have to know that i am always right beside you.

Remember that i will never stop. Even when you become better. I will be right there for you. I will never stop being there for you.

I love you.

-Harry x