It is what it is

10

LOUIS POV

I spend the day, in my room. My mum tries to come and talk to me but I don't want to talk. Harry has left without even telling me, he must have got put back to work by my dad this morning. Wasn't he supposed to be my personal guard though? I sigh and roll over on my bed. Suddenly Jeremy and William storm into my room with authority.

"What the fuck? I could have been wanking or something you could have knocked" I yell at them, frustrated that something else is going on and that I get absolutely no privacy.

"Sorry Louis but this is urgent and your father has requested us to pack your things" William tells me.

"Pack my things? What?......why?" I ask angrily.

"Not at liberty to say Louis, you know that" Jeremy tells me curtly.

"That's bullshit, it's my stuff" I yell.

"Take it up with your dad" he reply's smugly.

"Ughh" I say as I storm out of my bedroom and down the hall, I walk to my dads office but I don't see him. There are police officers in the room but no sign of my dad.

I keep walking until I get to the Loungeroom. Inside the spacious room is my dad, Harry, four guys I've never met. My mum, Fiz and Luke, James and a shit load of security. I stand at the entrance, something is going on and I feel like I'm the last to know.

"Can someone please tell me what the hell is going on!" I yell. Causing everyone to stop what they are doing and turn to face me. No one talks.

"Why is Jeremy and William packing my stuff?" I ask upset.

No one ever tells me what's going on and I'm sick and tired of it.

"Louis, please come and sit down honey" my mum says to me. The look on her face is that of sympathy and I have no idea why.

"No, I don't want to come and sit down. I want someone to tell me what the bloody hell is going on! I'm 21 for fucks sake and I have no control over my life. You all do everything behind my back and I get a say in nothing! I'm the one being targeted, I'm the one this group wants and no one will give me any respect around here and tell me the truth about anything" I scream heatedly.

I may be making a fool of myself and I probably should be embarrassed at my actions in front of all these people I don't know but I'm done. I want to know what's going on and I want to make my own decisions.

"Your leaving tonight Louis, The decision has been made to put you in witness protection" my dad replies.

I'm completely shocked at his words, witness protection? I've only ever read about that, but I know enough to know that it means I'm leaving my life behind, my friends my family and I can never make contact with them, until the program has ended...that could be years though.

"What?.......no way! You can't make me!, I'm not going" I yell getting defensive.

How can they expect me to pack my whole life up and leave everyone behind. What about Stan and Charlotte and Fiz I don't want to leave Charlotte right now and Harry. I can't leave Harry not after his confession about his feelings...... My parents, I won't be able to see them either......

"I'm afraid you have no choice Louis, it's done and you leave in one hour" my dad says voice full of authority.

"Bullshit! This is utter compete bullshit. What about Stan and Charlotte, I can't just leave! I should be able to choose if I leave or not. Not you, why do my life choices have to be made for me, it's not fair!" I yell.

I turn on my heel and I go to leave the room. I'm not going and they can't make me.

"Louis" I hear my dad yell after me, I don't listen though as I try to make it out of the Loungeroom before I'm stopped.