Why is it that every time I see you I get anxious?
Why does your simple glance give me butterflies?
Why does your smile brighten up my day?
Why is it when you're with someone else I get jealous?
It's because I have this feeling for you.
A feeling that I cannot explain.
Your presence just makes me ecstatic.
I don't know what it is about you.
Is it your soft size smile?
Is it your passion for the things you love to do?
Is it your eyes that sparkle?
Is it your voice that was sent from above?
Well maybe its just you being yourself.
Everything about you is just amazing.
From your cute smile to your deep voice.
If you only knew the spell you've cast on me.
The spell that gives me butterflies when you're near.
The spell that makes me melt when I see you.
The spell that brings light to my life.
The spell that unintentionally makes me happy.
But, it is also the spell that will unintentionally hurt me.
It is the spell that will break my heart into pieces.
It is also the spell that will bring tears to my eyes.
I know this spell will hurt me, but I let it control me.
I let it control me because it gives me hope.
Hope that someday I'll be able to feel what being loved is felt like.
I let it control me because it gives me joy.
Joy to be able to smile everyday.
You have no idea that you do all these to me.
You have no idea how badly I want you to be mine.
But I also know that you will not be mine.
I know I'm going to get hurt.
Thank you though, thank you for giving me happiness.
Thank you for giving me a reason to smile.
Thank you for your presence.
Thank you for everything.
Don't worry about hurting me.
I've been hurt so many times that I'm used to it.
But it will still sting.
I will still cry.
I hope that you will know that you're a very important person to me.
I hope you'll be happy, with who ever you want.
I hope that she'll be able to make you feel the feelings you give me.
For me, I hope that someday I will be able to feel the love that I long for.
I hope someday I'll be able to get over you.
I hope that I'm going to be happy without you.
And I hope I'll find someone as wonderful as you...
-aleinadesor
