Just a simple acquaintance, its all we ever were, nothing more. Why did I even believe that we could have been something more? Why did I ever think I had a chance to be yours? Wow, I'm that stupid. I knew it I wouldn't stop my feelings for you I would end up hurting myself, but I was stupid enough to hope that maybe, just maybe there was a chance. Well guess what? There isn't anymore, because your with someone else, someone that I hope will treat you right, I hope that someone will care for you as much as I care for you, I hope that someone won't break your heart just like what your doing with mine. You ask me does it hurt? Yes, yes it does, it hurts so fucking much. I feels like you ripped open my chest and pulled out my heart and tore it to pieces. Recovering from this won't be easy because I have grown attached to you, I have grown to possibly be inlove with you I'm not sure, all I'm sure about right now is that I'm broken, didn't thought that I would feel this, but I'm feeling it now because of you. Did you know I thought you were the one that was finally going to save me? I thought you were the one who was going to stop me from being depressed I thought wrong instead you the one who is making me more sad and you're tearing me apart. But I'm going to try to move on, I'm going to try my hardest to forget you, I hope that she won't break your heart, I hope that you won't feel the feeling I'm going through right now. I hope she'll make you feel loved everyday because even though you're breaking me, you still deserve the world in my eyes...
-aleinadesor
