Opposites [Supernatural Fanfic]

Ignored

Crowley let us stay at a mansion he owns for the meantime while the boys search for us. I couldn't thank him enough for this as my gratitude is massive. As for Lucifer he has been weirdly quiet which worries me. I left Don with Gabriel, Max, and Jason who are also staying at the mansion.

I went to the strange room that is all empty except for one stool in the empty room. I open the big white door walking into the room. It is in the back of the mansion so no one ever really comes back here.

I walk over to the stool and I take a seat in it facing the huge window that looks off to the pool and the woods. I prefer speaking than thinking so I can kinda pretend like Lucifer is here talking to me and I am not alone.

"Lucifer? You there?" I wait for three minutes getting no reply. "Lucifer, come on stop playing games please"

"Are you okay? I know the cage sucks but you can't stop talking to me cause your all pissy" I sigh. I wait a few more minutes still getting no reply.

"Lucifer please, come on we are bffs! You know, Amelia and Lucifer! Against the world! The outcast! The outsiders! Those are all names you picked!"

"Lucifer! You're a big bag of dicks please answer me!" I sigh waiting a couple more minutes. "Did I do something wrong? Was it me? Please, Lucifer.."

I bite my lip watching the wind brush against the tree's leaves. "Lucifer remember in my dream where you took me to the carnival? It was so much fun. On the rollercoaster ride, you somehow convince me to stand up and ride it like a surfboard with you. Your such a bitch for pushing me off. Better be glad that was a dream or I would of haunt your ass if I died" I smile.

"Lucifer, I never understood how everyone hates you. You're not the bad guy in my eyes. Believe it or not, I blame everyone else. No one sees what I see. You know what I see? I see a son who loved his father, I see a fallen angel with a bad reputation, I see a father who cares for his daughter. I see a friend who just needs someone to listen to him. Whoever this Satan guy everyone talks about, I don't see" I sigh. I feel tears pricking my eyes and I try not to let them fall.

"Lucifer, please, give me a reason for your absence. Luci, please...." With no answer that is when the tears fall down. I feel like a part of me just left with him. I try to stand up but my legs give out under me and I fall onto the floor with the tears falling down as it burns my skin with it.

"Lucifer!" I growl as all my confidence has flown out the window that stands before me, as well as my dignity that flows with the tears. "Please! I can't Lucifer! I can't! I can't let go without a reason! What do I do?!" I choke down the sobs that push their way up my throat but my warrior side pushes them down as it scolds me for already crying.

"Lucifer!" I scream not able to contain myself. "Please, Luci! What do I have to do? You can't leave me here!" I sound like a whiny bitch but at this moment my walls are breaking that I have built up for years and years and it frustrates me more than I don't understand why as I am already a master at goodbyes, so why is Lucifer different? Why do I feel like a part of me just left me?

"Please" I whisper as my cries shallow down to just soft whimpers. "Please Lucifer, don't leave me. Don't leave me behind" I whisper. I feel a pair of arms wrap around me. Through my blurry eyes, I see Gabriel picking me up.

"Gabe! I'm not a child" I whimper as my heart aches from my breakdown. "Your 14, your still a child, you forget that a lot," He says softly. I hide my face into his chest and I fall asleep fastly, a nightmare awaits me there.

~Lucifer's P.O.V~

I hear her cries. I hear her prayer. I listen to her heartbreak. "Lucifer, please, give me a reason for your absence. Luci, please...." She asks. All I want to do is hug her as I feel her tough wall she puts up start to crumble.

No one will understand the pain I am feeling as I listen to her cry for me to just speak to her. The only person who stood up for me. The only human who sees me as not a monster that I see myself as. The only person who will truly understand the pain my brothers has caused upon me.

The link I use to speak to her is being interfered with. It has caused me to be unable to speak to her. "Amelia! I am here Amelia!" I shout into the cage that surrounds me feeling my once stone cold heart crumble listening to the echoes of her cries.

"Amelia! Listen! I am here! Queen!" I scream running around as if I was a chicken with its head cut off. "Amelia!" I give one last scream holding onto that one last string of hope that she will hear me.

"Lucifer!" She growls, but I know it is because she's trying to stay the tough soldier she was raised to be. "Please! I can't Lucifer! I can't! I can't let go without a reason! What do I do?!" Her voice sounds so lost, confused, and cracked. I thought I wouldn't care for a human but here I am.

"Amelia!" I shout as my voice echoes around the void that keeps me from going to her. "Please," her distant soft voice says. All I want to do is hear her laugh once again, to hear her be happy.

"Please Lucifer, don't leave me. Don't leave me behind" she says. "I never would," I say in defeat. I sit down ignoring all my other problems and I try to find a way to speak to Amelia again. I won't stop till I do.

~Amelia P.O.V~

I sit down on the brick wall in my normal white gown watching the scene unfold before me of one of my memories. Eleven years old me is right next to me but unlike me, she is being kicked repeatedly by two grown hunters on a brick wall. I watch my younger self who is not making a noise as this is 'punishment' for falling over when they made me shoot a shotgun and the recoil hit me backward. "Dicks" I mumble.

"Amelia," a voice says beside me. I snap my head over to see Lucifer with a smile on his face. Emotions that I can't grasp onto yet swirl through me. I have no idea of should I slap him or hug him. My body goes on overdrive as it chooses for me and I run up to him to hug him.

"Lucifer" I whisper not wanting to let go of him just in case he wasn't real and he will vanish away leaving me in my pitiful thoughts. I feel his arms wrap around me hugging me tighter. "I am sorry, someone is interfering with the line," Lucifer says as he doesn't pull away so I don't either.

"Who? Who knows about it other than who I told?" I ask. "The line isn't private. Whoever can look into your mind can hear us. I suspect god squad as you call them" I nod agreeing.

"I was scared you were ignoring me. I can't do this without you Lucifer" I start laughing against him. "Never thought I would say that" I smile.

"I can't believe I am going to say this but I don't exactly hate you" I can just hear the smirk on his dang face. I hit him playfully "oh shut up, you love me" I giggle.

We finally separated from each other and I didn't even realize that the memory is almost over. "Lucifer, how can I help with the link problem?" I ask looking up at him. "Try to find the dick with wings that is messing with it," He says.

I nod looking around to see darkness slowly creeping up to us. "No! Lucifer I don't want to wake up!" I say biting my lip. "It will be okay, we will fix this," he says as the darkness sweeps over us but not before he sneaks something into my hand.