Bungou Stray Dogs Headcanons

Dazai

Requested by Daddyzaii

How would Dazai act around his s/o?

Before they started dating:

•Ok, first of all, I think, that there's a difference between Dazai, when he only likes someone and when he loves someone. Dazai always flirts with pretty girls everywhere and asks them for a double suicide, but I think, that when he'll meet someone, who'd awaken some true feelings of his, then it would be a whole different story. Also, I think, that Dazai will only think about starting a relationship with someone, who woke up love in him because he's at this point of his life, when he's had enough of one night stands and girls to date for no longer than a week so he would now only want a serious relationship.

•So when he first saw his future s/o, he didn't ran up to them immediately and started flirting with them to charm them. I think, that he'd be rather stunned or surprised because when their eyes met, he would be weirded out by how his heartbeat fastened so suddenly.

•To be honest, I think, that he'd try to brush these thoughts away and not pay much attention to some changes in his feelings. He'd still think, that he only likes his crush because they're attractive and nothing more. He'd make himself think, that there aren't any serious feeling involved.

•Dazai would be very gentle with his crush. He would be very careful as to his actions because he'd be scared to scare his crush away or that they might think, that he's weird. Dazai would avoid talking about his past at any case and he'd also prefer to not talk about suicide because he knows, that this topic scares some people. He doesn't ask his crush for a double suicide too because subconsciously he doesn't want to hurt them, but as I said, he doesn't pay much attention to this. (However, he'll have to admit this to himself sooner or later. He'd just need time).

•Dazai would give his crush lots of compliments, sometimes without even intending too by just saying what he's thinking. It'll be hard for his crush to not blush at least once a day tbh.

•Dazai would definitely ask his crush out on a dates, but then, he wouldn't try to drag them to his bed by the end of the night as he usually did with other girls. He'd mostly do it like...with a friend. The thing is that, I think that Dazai wouldn't really try to go straight to the kissing and loving part until he and his crush hadn't at least become friends. He just needs to see that he can trust this person at first, before handing them his heart.

•Once he gets close with his crush though, he'll get a little more handy with them. He'd take them by the hand, he'd wrap his hand around their shoulders, he'd hug them and etc. Nothing too inappropriate.

•That would continue until he finally realizes, that he doesn't just like his crush, but loves them. Once he admits his love to himself at first, he'll think about how to make the seeds of love bloom between the two of you though.

After they started dating

•Dazai's all about PDA. He can't help it, he just wants everyone to know that you're his and only his. He won't try to do anything dirty or naughty in public though (unless his s/o wants him to). Sometimes, he'd kiss his s/o when Kunikida's near on purpose just to make him blush and to tease him.

•He'd save all the important intimate moments for when his and his s/o are alone though. Most of the times, Dazai opens up the most at night, after he wakes up from some of his nightmares because he can't hold the pain in in those moments and terribly needs to share it with someone.

•I think, that Dazai would slowly forget about suicide once he's happy with an s/o. If he got a person in his life, who could fill that lonely hole inside of him, he'd get a lot more happier than he is rn and he wouldn't even be haunted by his past as much as he is right now. But of course this would only happen if his s/o is his true soulmate.

•Dazai would take his s/o out on dates a lot. Most of the times, he'd just end up wandering around the city with them, showing them all of the unusual places that they would never be able to find on their own. And trust me, such "adventures" are always very spontaneous, always happen later than 11pm and are always the most memorable moments in his s/o's life.

•Dazai would definitely take his s/o to Lupin bar at least once. They wouldn't drink much there, but they'll simply spend some time together there as Dazai will be hoping that Odasaku can see them from above and that he's happy for Dazai.

•If Dazai will ever fall in love with someone truly, I'm 100% sure that this person will mean the whole world to him so Dazai will be focused on making them happy. After all, making his s/o smile is the least he can do to thank them for bringing colors to his life again, right?

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This is unedited and also I'm kinda ill rn and not feeling well and it's not just a cold or flu or smth like that. I'm sorry if updates are slow, I'm just really not feeling well lately