Forgiveness?

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~Amaya~

After Ricky carried me to my room I waited for him to get downstairs before I grabbed my phone and climb out my window, quickly and quietly. Clearly my emotions were too much for them so I might as well leave so they don't have to deal with them or me.

Running, I look for somewhere to hideout for awhile until I'm forgotten. After a while my legs get tired right as I find a park. For some reason it looks familiar to me, then it hits me. Katie and I used to come here when we were younger after school and on the weekends. Sighing in relief at the sight of somewhere to sit I rush over to the closest bench and sit down drawing random little things with a stick I found.

"Hey girly what are you doing here all alone?" a voice says.

"Fuck off asshole," I say looking over at a group of jock-like guys walking towards me.

"Oooh," his buddies say. Wow, real intelligent.

"Don't talk to me like that you little emo bitch."

Now that was a bad thing to say to me. Standing up slowly I turn to the guys, my grip tightening on the stick in my hand. The guys smirk at me and keep walking closer. I growl and hold it up like a baseball bat, ready for them to come at me. The guy that was obviously the leader, and the one who was talking to me, moved to grab me and swing the stick hard and hit him in the ribs. The other guys come towards me and I hit them in their ribs and dicks.

"Don't piss me off anymore than I already am again assholes!" I say spitting on them then heading to the slide to calm down a little bit.

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~Kylie~

When Devin and I arrived at Ricky's house from our day of fun, everyone was going crazy. We looked at each other then went over to everyone else. I sat down on the love seat by myself and tried to figure out what was going on. Wait, where was Amaya and Katie?

"What do you mean you can't get a hold of her? Wouldn't she have brought her phone with her?" Ricky yells at Balz.

"Can't get a hold of who?" I ask suddenly.

"Amaya, I put her up in her room to rest and Angelo went to check on her and she was gone." Ricky says as calm as possible.

"She's gone? What happened?"

Ricky sighs and slowly explains to me what happened between last night when we all left and now. I sit there beyond shocked. Where could she have gone? I hope she's okay! I look at Devin and see him trying to calm down Angelo who is freaking out in the corner of the room.

"What if she's hurt? What if someone took her? What if she's lost? What if she's scared and alone and her phone is here or dead? Oh god, what if someone raped her? We need to go find her now!" Angelo was saying, tears running down his face.

"Angelo shut up! Sit down and calm down! We are going to find her!" Devin yells at him shoving him down to sit.

"Guys, I'm going to go find Katie, I'm worried about her." Chris says running out the door.

I curl up in the love seat, worried about Amaya and Katie. A few minutes later after Angelo is calmed down enough, Devin comes and sits with me. I lean into him and sigh deeply.

"Don't worry, she's going to come back fine." he whispers in my ear.

I sure hope so...

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~Amaya~

"Amaya! May, where are you! Please answer me! Please!" I hear someone yelling through the park.

"Go away! I want to be alone!" I shout back.

Katie climbs into the slide with me and hugs me tight. Clearly she doesn't know what go away means. Someone needs to teach her that later. I reluctantly hug her back and sigh into her shoulder. She squeezes me tighter and then I hear her crying.

"Katie, why are you crying?" I ask, pulling away.

"You hate me,"

"No I don't. I'm just hurt that you kept those things from me, that's all. Why didn't you tell me this when it all happened? I would've helped you."

"I thought you would hate me, call me stupid or something."

"Why the hell would I ever do that?"

"I don't know."

"Exactly,"

"Everyone flipped out when they found out you were gone. Ricky and Chris almost got into a fight until I stopped them. I yelled and said this was my fault and I was going to come find you. I told them that while I was gone they were to decide if they forgave me, if they did then I would still go on tour but if not I would find somewhere else to stay, but it had to be unanimous."

I stared at her like she was insane. She gave them the deciding power of whether she can still go on tour or not?! What is she thinking? Oh man, we have to get home, now.

"Katie! Amaya! Where are you?"

"Why am I hearing Chris' voice? Have I officialy gone insane?"

"No because I hear it too."

"Oh,"

"Do you forgive me?"

"About the lies? Yes, but if you do it again I will never talk to you again."

"Okay,"

Right after that Chris found us and pulled Katie to him and hugged her tight, her doing the same back to him. I guess they finally got together. Then Chris let go of Katie and pulled me into a huge bear hug. I had to pound on his back for him to let me go so I could breathe again.

"Can we go home? I'm tired and hungry." I whined.

"Sure, but you have a huge mess to clean up when we get back. The two of you do."

Oh god, maybe I don't want to go home.

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I am soooooooooooo sorry this is so late! I had bad writer's block then some personal things going on. But have no fear I hath returned! And I think this is the longest chapter so far...not sure until it's published. Oh well, ENJOY!

-Shauna

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