Langst

Unusual

Well hello I'm gonna make this one seem original sort of but it might be cliche so yeah
WARNING ⚠️
Insomnia, self harm, abuse.
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Lance POV
Sometimes I think I should die but live at the same time. I can easily be replaced but be very valuable at the same time. So I don't know what I am to you. Do you want me like this or that. But I can be what you need me to be not want. I get up and get ready for breakfast or they will change their mood. It's either they get mad at me or ignore me. Really I just want to be ignored for a while that be yelled at. I walk in with a fake smile that can fool anyone but HER. "Hey guys sorry if I'm a bit late but beauty takes time." I said 'cheerfully'. They all groan and allura just glares at me. So I shouldn't have said that. It's just like how my dad would beat me and my mom would scold me for being stupid. Or they would be nice to me. I know many outcomes but I don't tell them that cause they would be more angry than they are now. I eat my goop which is very bland but it's not as bad. "Okay paladins we shall start some exercise." Allura says. "We will be eating this small cube to see what are your problems so we can help you." I don't look surprised since I haven't had any but there is one.

Time skip

We all eat the cube and I saw two people they were my depression and confusion mixed as one which make the best person there is. Others were not as bad there still there. I go see hunk's demons which is anxiety I can see why but they are not to bad like mine. Pidge is insomnia since she always stay up to find her brother and dad. Keith anger issues since it's sort of makes sense and he does snap at me mostly. Shiro has PTSD and it's hard to deal with that out in nowhere.
"Lance why is yours depression, it doesn't make sense?!" I hear Allura say.
"Cause it has been with me since middle school and today." I answer bluntly
"I-i has no idea y-you went through this." She stuttered
"Well I am a good actor and I don't want your pity."