"u with me?"|| ybn nahmir

15. come outside

SORRY YALL FOR THE MAD LATE UPDATE BUT OITNB!!!
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it was 12:21 am and i was siting up in my room like brandy or some shit, studying for a history test and watching moesha when my phone buzzed with a message from nick.

nick😍: wyd
kiari: studying
nick😍: fuck that
kiari: wbu
nick😍: come outside
kiari: hug
nick😍: look outside your window

my heart dropped to my asshole. if my mom saw this fool outside her house, she would send me to live with my dad in new bedford, massachusetts. i slowly creeped up to window, praying to see nothing but a sidewalk, and not nick's cute ass with some flowers on some 2000s r&b shit.

to my surprise, the only thing on the sidewalk was a shoe, the shadows of the light poles, and a black car parked.

i texted nick

kiari: there's nothing out here
nick😍: you don't see a car?
kiari: um yea
nick😍: that's me nigga
nick😍: come outside

so many emotions and questions were running through my head in the moment. how did nick find my address? how did he get a car? i have to study! but the thing that scared me the most was the my mom. if she knew what was going on she would beat my ass.

nick😍: kiari
kiari: is that really you?
nick😍: yes, come bih

i really knew i shouldn't go, but my feelings for nick were stronger than my fear. so i turned off my light and closed my door, leaving the TV on. i tiptoed past my mom's room and quietly went downstairs. i noticed that when my dog saw me, she stood up. i knew that when i opened the door she would start barking, so i grabbed her and took her with me. i left the door a little open because i left my key upstairs and i couldn't go back up.

i walked up to car and nick opened the door for me from inside. i sat in the passengers seat and said
"wow what a gentleman"
"what is that" he said, pointing and koki
"koki" i said "i had to bring her or else she would start barking. also, i don't know why you're the one asking any questions because you have a lot of explaining to go. how did you find my house? how did you get this car? why are you out so late?"
"damn kiari, ain't you glad to see me ma?" he asked
"i'll be glad once you do the explaining you owe me"
"i passed my permit test, i borrowed this car from my cousin, the one who gave me the tattoo, so that dog better not scratch shit,and i decided that the first place i wanted to go to was to you, so i asked flacka for your address? you good now?"
"well congratulations! why didn't you tell me?"
"it was a surprise, this is me telling you kiari"
"ohhh oops" i said "nick, aren't you supposed to be driving with a another adult, or else you getting in trouble with the law or some shit?"
"thas only if they catch you mama" he said, looking into my eyes and licking his lips and shit.
"this nigga better kiss me" i thought to myself
"w-well a-aren't you scared?" i stuttered
he smiled. "nah it seems like you the one who scared"

then, before i could say anything back, he put his hand on my face and went in to kiss me. finally, i thought to myself. not on some corny shit, but the kiss felt right, it felt like everything fit. it felt like my lips interlocking with his was some shit that was bound to happen. it wasn't awkward, it felt like i had done it a thousand times. it also felt like it had lasted a thousand seconds or some shit because when koki started barking and he pulled away, it already felt like my lips were to his.

"i know why she barking" he said , and reached to backseat and pulled out a big Mcdonald's bag. he handed it to me. inside the bag were two twenty piece chicken nuggets, two large fries, and two strawberry milkshakes.

"i know it's not much but-" he started saying but i cut him off
"this is so sweet, thank you!" i wanted to kiss him, and i should've, but i didn't.
"damn you the only shorty who gains happiness from mcdonald's" he says, reaching into the bag and pulling out his food "i like that"
he pulled out a fry and gave it to koki. he gonna be a good ass father huh

i pulled out a chicken nugget and started eating.
"by the way" he said "i got that job at charley's"
"REALLY?" i asked. i was so happy for him, his life was really falling into place.
"yea" he said, taking a sip of the milkshake "i not gonna have it for long but it's enough to sustain me for now"
"what else do you wanna do?"
"ight kiari, im bouta open up to you about something and you really can't tell anybody. this is the first big secret i'm trusting you with, can i?" i gulped and shook my head. "i make music, and i think i'm gonna be the next big thing."

i tried to act surprised, but i was happy that nick had opened up to me about things like this.

"really?" i said, raising my eyebrows to create a surprising effect "can i hear some of your music?"
"ok i'll show you" he pulled his phone and went into the notes app. "i'm kinda scared cause i've never shown anyone other than the boys" he said, but played it anyways.

the song really sounded as if it was a hit, but the person rapping was not nick at all. he mentioned a gun every other second, i don't even think this nigga own a gun! and he was mentioning a bunch of random ass people and saying some random ass words, he even cooking in the lab like he rick and morty, this nigga think he a whole crackhead.

the song finally ended and nick stayed staring at me. "so?" he finally said.
"i like it" i said "it really sounds like a viral hit or something."

this cause him to smile and say "thank you, the song is called rubbing off the paint"
"huh?" i asked "what does that even mean? why were mentioning guns and killing people and shit? you know that's not what you be doing"
"because it's what's popping right now and it's relatable to some"
"yea nigga not you though"
"that don't matter, that's all fo sho tho"
"nick i hope so"
"chill out shorty, i ain't no gangbanger, i'm only about my music and you, you feel me?" he leaned into me, as if he was gonna kiss me again. i lowkey hope he didn't because i was trying to finish my chicken nuggets, but he did.

we started kissing again, this time with tongue. when he eventually pulled away, he said "you taste like chicken nuggets" and laughed

"and you taste like chicken nuggets too damn nigga" i said
"you also taste like strawberries baby" he said, staring me down, "you keep looking like that and you gonna end up like malani"
my jaw dropped, i can't believe he just got that bold.
"don't even say that oh my gosh" i said
"i really don't know what they bouta do bruh, i swear glizzy better not start doing no stupid shit"
"i hope malani stays on her shit"
"they both gotta stay on they shit" he said, looking straight forward, sipping his shake. he looked so mesmerizing, and in that moment i wanted him to be mine forever, but maybe the universe had different plans.