"u with me?"|| ybn nahmir

21. its a christmas tragedy!

y'all this chapter isn't tragic i just like the tittle sksks
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excuse any mistakes
"ok everybody put your presents under the tree!" exclaimed flacka as we all walked into her house.

we were celebrating christmas, just like we did thanksgiving. today was different however, we were doing a secret santa within the group, and instead of cooking and shit, we were ordering a few pizzas. jay's expired food was not a vibe tonight.

something else that was not a vibe was all the energy in the air tonight.

despite flacka's house looking like a winter wonderland, any smiles in the atmosphere were most likely fake.

zaniyah was still yet to speak to me and zaniyah, despite her making up with tay. zaniyah was very prideful, but so was i. saying sorry just wasn't in my vocabulary.

nick and i were still weird with each other. i had to act like everything was good, just because i didn't want him to think everything was mad. it was killing me inside. i just wanted to talk to him, but i was scared.

lastly, we had yet to confront aaliyah about the fact that she was now messing with drug dealers and criminals, so things around her and levy were pretty awkward. also to our luck, levy was like a fucking pimple and went everywhere aaliyah went.

hopefully, all the problems could go away for atleast two hours.

we all took our seats in flacka's living room, sitting in silence for a few minutes.

"everything looks beautiful" said kayla
"thank you" said flacka, cheesing.

we sat in more silence.

"where's jay?" asked nick
"i haven't heard from him in like two hours" said flacka. nick began to call him.
"voicemail" he said.
"i wonder where he is" said anthony.

we sat in more silence.

"did you order the pizza?" i asked flacka
"of course, i ordered all y'all asked for. the total was $88.98"
"y'all some fucking fatasses" said tay
"since WE so fucking fat, then i better not see yo ass eating nothing" i said
"ayo nick, yo girl wildin" day tay

all nick did was snicker and go back on his phone. i feel like that's all he ever did now.

"flacka how you gonna pay for the pizza?" asked anthony
"i'll pay" said levy
"no no you don't have to do that" said flacka
"come on, i insist" said levy, and she handed her dirty nasty drug money to flacka.

we sat in more silence.

"nick can you try jay again?" said flacka. nick nodded and called jay, again.
"voicemail" he said
"maybe his phone died" said glizzy
"well call his mom to see if he left home" said flacka. nick hesitantly called jay's mom.

"hey... how are you?... i'm good... listen i was calling to see if jay was home.... nah he's not picking up..... ok ok...... if i hear anything i'll call you... thank you"

he hung up the phone and looked at flacka and shook his head.

suddenly she stood up and started walking around in circles, stressed out.

"calm down flacka, he's going to come" said kayla
"maybe he got lost or something" said aaliyah
"he couldn't have gotten lost y'all! he knows his way here"
"he's only been here like twice" i said
"no he hasn't!" said anthony "flacka and jay are dating, y'all know he comes here almost everyday"
"anthony shut up" said flacka
"seems like keeping secrets is something common in this friendgroup" said zaniyah quietly, but loud enough for us to hear
"yo zaniyah i'm deadass sick of you talking mad shit, for what? shut the fuck up. ashanti's worried about her boyfriend and you're bringing beef from two weeks ago that nobody give a fuck about. just shut up bro" snapped malani
"i know you ain't disrespecting me that" said zaniyah
"what about all the times you've disrespected not only me but my fucking unborn baby? an innocent creature?" said malani, standing up. glizzy grabbed her by the waist and sat her down.