I'll always love you [closed, will not be completed]

Chapter 11

Wowow I'm on a writing spree I need to stop, I guess I just really want Nadie to happen😂 (lol writing spree faded really quickly)

Sadie's pov

I slowly open my eyes as a bright light blinds me, but then I realize that it really isn't the bright of a light and it's just that the window is slightly cracked open. Well then, I feel like an idiot. (M O O D)

I turn to my right and jump back as I see Noah laying right beside me, asleep. I look around and to see my surroundings, to see I somehow got into Noah's bedroom. How did I get here? Did he carry me? Did I sleep walk? And why the hell is noah sleeping beside me! What happened last night! All I remember is taking care of my bruises and him waking me up to tell me I'm staying the night.

My hand than travels to my other arm, where there is barley a bruise. What Noah did really worked.

"Good morning..." I hear from behind me.
I turn around and Noah is facing me, hair messed up and still in the clothes he wore yesterday. He was just looking at me, making me a bit uncomfortable.

"G-good morning." I stutter. I don't know why I stuttered, maybe it was because he was making me nervous. I'm a nervous person so it makes sense I guess.

Noah turns around and looks at his clock then turns back and looks concerned. Like he always does when he looks at me.

"It's 5am Sadie. Isn't that a bit early to be awake?" He asks, yet again. Concerned.

He was right. Even though I fell asleep at 9 I was tired as hell. Why did my body wake me up this late?
I nod and slowly lay back down, because I have no idea where this is going. I'm in the same bed as Noah Schnapp, my crush and my first kiss. I'm tired as hell and he's awkwardly staring at me. This is so confusing.

A yawn comes out of my mouth, and my eyes start to slowly close once again, until I feel an arm wrap around my shoulders. Noah just put his arm around me. I'm an inch away from him, and my cheeks are bright red. There is no way in hell I'm falling asleep now.

"Noah...what are you doing?"I ask quietly.

"Your freezing. Thought you might want to warm up." Yeah that's a gigantic lie. Its very warm, so I don't understand how I would be freezing.
But then he pulls me closer, so I back out. I sit up and quickly shuffle out of the bed.

"Where are you going? It's 5:30!" He asks worried.

"I'm sorry Noah, but I should go home." I say quickly, while trying to pack up my things.

"Wait why?" He sounds almost sad, what the hell? Noah your really confusing me.

"I'm not doing this whole thing! This whole playing with my feelings thing! One day you kiss me, next day you claim that your never going to date me. And now your bringing me to your house and sleeping in the same bed as me! Like common Noah you think I'm actually the vulnerable!" I yell as I move my hands around since my anger starts to grow.

I know as a fact that he's playing me, and it's fucking annoying.

"Sadie, is that what this is all about! Your crush!" He says louder. Is he mad? Hell no Schnapp I'm going to kill you.

"No! It's the fact that your playing with me! Like I'm some sort of toy! Playing with my feelings, and making me feel like a worthless piece of shit!" I yell, angry as I pack my last thing into my purse and I walk out his bedroom door.

I hear running footsteps behind me and I begin to walk to faster. I get about 7 feet away from the door before Noah grabs my wrist and pulls me back.

"LET GO OF ME!" I yell at the top of my lungs, hoping to god one of the neighbours will call the cops. But for now I might as well struggle.

"Sadie. I'm not playing you. I swear." He states sternly. Fuck off Noah and tell the truth deep shit.

"Yeah right, I don't fucking believe that." I say angrily as I look him dead in the eye and smile because of how shocked he is since I sweated.
I take my chance to walk out the front door into the warm summer heat.
But of course before I can go anywhere, Noah grabs my shoulder, turns me around and...

Kisses me. He fucking kisses me. I-I haven't pulled away. I should, but I haven't. I let him kiss me, but.. I have to pull away. I'm not playing his stupid game. No matter what the hell i feel I guess Noah really doesn't give a shit about me.

I look him dead in the eye, and slap him. Then I walk away. With a giant red mark on the his face and tears running out of my eyes.

FUCK.