I'll always love you [closed, will not be completed]

Chapter 12

WARNING: I don't know what the fuck is going on in this chapter :3

Noahs pov

I need to go after her, she thinks I'm treating her like shit. Which I am, no lie there. But I don't want to, I want to.... I don't know what I want to do. Actually no. I want to be with Sadie. Right? That's what I should do. I think? Yes. THEN GO AFTER HER! No. WHY THE FUCK NOT YOU IDIOT! She needs time. But.. No. Let her be.

I look around as I see all my neighbors looking at me. Just great. I roll my eyes and walk back inside and slam the front door close. I walk back up to my bedroom and get in bed since it is only 5:45, but I can't because I keep thinking about is Sadie and how people recorded what just happened and it's going to also be all her the internet just like the other kiss.

I feel so stupid. I should have just accepted the fact that I liked her, that I love her. But because I didn't do that, she now hates me. I hurt her, badly.

I hear my phone ring and I answer, really confused since it's 6:15am. Who's even awake at this time?

"Hello, this is Noah Schnapp speaking." I say.

"NOAH WHAT DID YOU DO!" I hear. I cover my ears at how loud, my sister was.

"Jesus Chloe? Could you be any louder. Also did you get a new phone number?" I ask, since I didn't recognize her phone number.

"Yes I got a new number! BUT THATS BESIDES THE POINT! NOAH WHAT THE HELL DID YOU DO TO SADIE!" She yells at me. Well shit, this is going to end badly.

"I didn't do anything!" I say in my defense, which was a complete lie.

"YA RIGHT, I DO NOT BELIEVE THAT AT ALL! IN THE VIDEO SHE YELLS STUFF LIKE, YOUR USING ME OR, YOUR TREATING ME LIKE AN OBJECT! LIKE DO YOU HAVE ANY RESPECT FOR WOMENS RIGHTS!" She yells. My god, I knew Chloe could be loud, but never this loud.

"What!? Yes of course I do! I just made a mistake!" I say, desperately trying to end the conversation before I go deaf.

"WELL YOU BETTER APOLOGIZE TO THAT POOR GIRL OR I'LL CUT YOUR HEAD OFF!" She yells and then she hangs up.

I just lay there shock, not because of what Chloe said to me but mainly because my ears were still ringing from her yelling so much.

"Chloe, it's not your problem to deal with." I mutter under my breathe.

I end up getting up and changing into some new clothes since I give up on sleeping after that. I go downstairs and put a bagel in the toaster, since I'm hungry and I can't cook. After it pops I put some butter on it and sit down at the empty counter and I go on my phone.

I go on Instagram and my tagged and all it is the video. I have a thousands of notifications, I look at them and everyone's calling me a bad person. Saying I treated Sadie like shit, which I've said a million times, I have. Then I look at sadies account and her story. It said, "hey guys do not all of what I said in that video was true. Don't hate on Noah for things that aren't true." I smiled, because she was standing up for me when she really shouldn't be.

Then I get a text from Finn.
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F: hey dude, what the hell happened at your place

N: you saw the freaking video, didn't you

F: no shit Sherlock of course I did it's everywhere

N: Sadie Snapped

F: again. NO SHIT SHERLOCK why did she even say those things? Like honestly? Your playing her? What's that about.

N: she thinks I'm using her or like playing with feelings

F: Shes not wrong. You can't make up your mind about her. One day your head over heels about her and the next day you avoid her at all costs!

N: I know. But I think I've made up my mind

F: you can't avoid her Noah, she's your co-worker

N: no, it's the opposite

F: YES! NADIE

N: omfg stop Finn

F: sorry, but seriously, she's pissed at you. So you have some things fix dude

N: I know, I'll do that tomorrow

F: okay whatever you say.

N: bye finn

F: BYEEEEE SCHNIPPER

N:🙄

That's the end of this chapter I HAVE NO IDEAS ON HOW TO GET THEM TOGETHER AH