#2: Wasn't expecting that

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*trigger warning* I will be talking about child abuse in this chapter. I will mark a $when I start and end it so you know what happens through the story and not need to read the story.

"How did you even convince my mom to let you babysit me? I'd be surprised if you were able to take care of a dog, let alone a human being. Even almost being the same age."

"Well I showed of my amazing cooking skills, and my dog that I take care of Mongryong. She didn't care about my age just the fact that I could take care of you."

"If she had known about us then she would have never agreed to let you babysit me. I could call her right now and have her get a knew one."

"Wouldn't that interrupt the vacation they worked very hard for and they would actually have to lose money they aren't paying me all they are doing is buying the food and paying the bills you think they would like that "

"FIRSTLY I NEVER SAID I WAS GOING TO CALL THEM. SECOND I KNOW HOW HARD THEY WORK I LIVE WITH THEN. THIRD WHY THE HELL WOULD YOU NOT TAKE MONEY."

"WHY ARE YOU YELLING, I will tell you about that later I just want to settle in first. Since I will be living here for a year and a half I won't need a house or money. I'll keep my money that I do have in the bank and it will take care of itself. I'll get another job for my second bank account for spending money."

"You could have gotten money from my parents for watching me. Well they are paying the bills while I stay here and the food we eat, I think they are paying me enough."

"Fine. What are your rules?"

"Finally you ask. I don't expect much just listen behave and do exactly as I tell you understand?" He smirked.

Why the hell did he just smirk, I know I can read him well but that's just wierd. Does he want me back? Does he think it's funny that I need a babysitter? Damn it's probably nothing.

"I understand. But why did you wink so you think it's funny that you're babysitting me. Or do you think it's possible for us to get back together. Cause of that's the case then leave, don't expect my feelings towards you to change. I respect you as a human not as a boyfriend. Understand." I raised my eyebrow and crossed my arms so he could see that I was serious.

He can close enough for me to feel good breath on my face. I could feel my face heating to a bright red color, I was nervous about my next even more nervous about his.  I stood my ground acting as if nothing was happening although my face was red I furrowed my brows crossed my arms. "Well what is it then."

He then smirked. "Why else do you think I'm here. *Tsk* Ellie I'm going to settle in and once I do we're going to have a long talk." He kissed my forehead. And I pushed him away immediately.

"What the fuck, you have no right!  You lost that right once you put a finger on that girl." I could feel myself tearing up. I couldn't let him see. "I told you before it's over. You can stay here since you no longer have a house and you can boss me around but never touch me again." I stormed to my room, slamming the door shut. I threw myself onto my bed. I could feel my heart waver.

On on hand I truly missed him. I missed how he could always make me laugh even when I'm mad. I missed that he tried to do anything in his power to protect me from cruel humans even if I couldn't tell they were being cruel. I missed his smell. I missed that whenever I got cold he would sacrifice his warmth by giving me his sweater or jacket, he never asked for them back. I missed all the little things he did like kiss me or the forehead, the cheeks my nose. I missed his warm hugs which made me feel like I was home. I missed our small talks and our deep ones telling each other our childhood and stories we would just make up in our heads, those were my favorite we knew it would never happen but loved what we were then. I missed his smile and the little mole on his nose and his head tilt whenever he got confused or when he was trying to figure out why I was sad or when he was trying to good around with me making me happy. I missed everything.

On the other hand he did one of the things I despise the most, he knew I hated cheating. Because of my first dad.

$ I even told him the story about what my dad did to me how he touched me places I didn't know we're bad and how he made me touch his. How he physically and mentally hurt me with name calling and pinching my stomach even though I had abs calling me fat, how he would slap me so hard I had welts. How when I learned how to read he wouldn't let me watch over shoulder to see what he was doing which I found out he was talking to another women behind my mom's back blaming my mom for not being enough, and how he would almost suffocate me because I wasnt smart enough or I laughed he forbid my happiness. He had two other daughters but for the reasons he gave me why he did this was another reason I hated myself. $

Maybe I was to harsh to call Baekhyun my dad back then. But he was to harsh for just looking at that girl or touching her. I thought we could talk about anything that's why I went back that night I wanted to say sorry and tell him I was ready that I was just to scared that once we did he would change, to be like my dad. I was going to tell him that but I was also going to say to him that he could never be anything like him that we'd love each other enough. Until I walked in on them.

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