I by then was balling my eyes out with noises coming from my mouth now escaping as I tried to hold them back. I finally stopped fighting them and let it all out. I calmed myself down after 30mins of yelling still hiccuping with tears streaming down my face. My head was killing me I had close to no energy left I wanted to go downstairs to take some ibuprofen for my headache and sleep the rest of the day it was around 8pm so I could do that without waking up at 1am.
I started to head to my door when I heard footsteps coming closer. "Ellie..."
"Go away" I wiped my remaining tears away.
"I brought some ibuprofen..... I have some water too."
I slowly opened the door. My eyes red and puffy from all the crying. "I'm sorry Ellie."
I quickly took the pills and water slamming my door shut. I yelled to him "Well talk in the morning I'm tired and I need to sort my feelings out okay..... Shit I didn't mean that..."
"Are we still talking though"
I sighed feeling my heart crumple up "Yes"
Baekhyuns POV
She said she needs to figure out her feelings. Maybe I still have a chance but I don't know how to make everything up to her, I wish I knew. I mean I never even touched anyone since the breakup I couldn't I made myself sick even thinking about it.
"Ellie. I'm really sorry again... For everything. I don't know how to make it up to you, but I hope you can forgive me at least."
"Baek, I already have it's trusting you that's the problem. I'm going to bed now if you don't mind it's kinda uncomfortable with you standing outside my door."
"O-oh sorry I'll go now, I'm sorry again Ellie. I-"
"I get it your sorry please just finish packing and go to bed okay."
"Ok Goodnight" I still love you Ellie. I was going to say I still love and I never stopped.
Ellie's pov
My heart is still wavering. I have a lot of questions for him tomorrow. I want to trust him again, and I want to be with him again. But I don't know if my heart can handle it. I guess with time I'll gain trust but for now I need to sleep I'll figure it all out tomorrow.
I couldn't help but have many dreams... And many nightmares which woke me a lot. Some were of my and Baek together happy again and the others were of the past when I caught him cheating and some of my dad coming back to hurt me again. I wish I could dream of nothing but happiness.
I kept waking up all night thinking about what to say tomorrow and what to ask and how to do that. Honestly I was nervous as hell. I came to the conclusion if he is truthful in all questions and I seem to like it enough. I think I might be able to be with him once again, but I also want time to know if I want him I mean it's been 6months I didn't change much but he could have. We might also might not be the same as before but I know if I take him back we would work through it.
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