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Dakotas pov

  I'm half asleep and in the most bliss-full state ever. This will be the death of me but it feels so good to be in this position. I want to die and if I get the privilege to die with this girl I'll kill for it. Sure I would love to get married to her and have a family. She would make such a beautiful bride, white glittery dress with a long silky vial training behind her. Her eyes would sparkle as she said 'I do'. Our kids would be perfect photo shop baby's. Blue eyes and blond hair just like us. They would be so happy, spoiled buy the best parents in the world. I would do anything for her. I would lie, steel, cheat, kill, die for this girl. We would buy the house of her dreams and the inside would be just as beautiful if not more than she imagined. What ever her heart desired she would poses, regardless of price, or weather or not it was legal. I can see it now. We could be happy if we started over. If we meat up later maybe 20 years or so. Maybe in the future it might be ok. Maybe then we could be happy and not be risking it all. I just can't wait that long. ANYTHING could happen if I walked away. This girl, whoever she is, makes me want to live. For the first time I want to wake up in the morning. I no longer want to die over night.

  My half dream is broken by the door opening. My eyes grow wide. What am I going to do? I can't be seen here, not like this anyway. I don't know who it is but I'm, guessing they will be pretty upset that I'm in bed with this girl. I panic for a second then I decide to get out from under her. I can't wake her, but I can't stay here. I gently get her off me, and then if this wasn't already a shitty situation, I get a full view of her scars. I get the worst craving I have ever felt. I need her so bad. This is unbearable. I hide under the bed and fight every urge to jump out and rip that girls clothes off.  I seriously need to figure out this girls name so all this will be less creepy.

  I watch ass the bedroom door opens. All I see is a pair of mens shoes. Who are you and why are you in my baby's room? get out and leave so we can be alone. I bight my lip to keep quiet. I wait patently well as patent as I can be for him to leave. I glance at my phone witch thankfully is on vibrate because it just went off. My mom is wondering where I am. I'm not home its obvious you stupid pain in my... the bed shifted and I here her moan. I look at the time and its 8:40. That man is still here. I'm guessing its her dad or something like that. He is walking around her room grabbing all the dirty dishes. Oh would you hurry up? you are going slower than a herd of turtles stampeding through molasses. I close my eyes and try to go back to my dream of me and that girl. She moves on the bad and lets out a soft whimper. Whats her deal? what could she possibly be dreaming of with those noises? And why am I not a part of it? Or am I? I don't know. I'm loosing my mind under here! Between the man walking around the room, her moaning and whimpering, and my need to see those beautiful cut of hers, my head is going to explode!!! The man leaves the room and shuts the door. Baby moans again, I come out from my hiding and see that that guy gave her food.

Chloes pov

  I toss and turn trying to find that warmth I'm missing. Stupid self stop dreaming about him. I want it to be real so I refuse to open my eyes and face the reality that hes not here. I get that feeling of someone watching me. I slowly roll over to face the opposite of whoever is looking at me. I feel my bed move as whoever it is climbs in my bed. Tears fall from my eyes as I prepare for whatever this intruder has in store for me. I feel an arm wrap around me and someone gently kisses my hair as they whisper "wake up baby" My eyes shoot open and I sit op facing him. No why is he here? Why is this real? He sits up reveling his shirtless body. Great hes actually in my room And hes shirtless. This boy has one hell of a death wish. His hands gently push my sleeve up and I slap him in the face. He sits there with his hand on his cheek for a few seconds then looks at me with an odd passion. I know I opened a cage and let out a monster and I can't help but want to know where this will go.

  I give in as he pushes me to the bed and pulls up my sleeve. His soft lips play against my scars and cuts as he grabs my other hand and revels the marks there too. I look his body up and down as my eyes fall on his waist I get this small rush. I pull my hand free and trace his scared up body. he stands up and sheds his pants leaving him in only boxers. He sits down and helps me get out of my clothes trailing kisses as he comes accost my cuts and bruises. My body tingles and screams for more as he leaves kisses and love bites all over my stomach. His hands have a tight grip on mt thighs and I know it will leave a bruise witch I can't wait till tomorrow so I can see it. I pull is soft hair and force his face up to mine. He kisses away the tears that were on my cheeks. his blue eyes capture mine and I just pause all thought and focus on his eyes. "This is so wrong but it feels so good" he admits in a low voice. I bite my lip and nod in agreement. He rests his face on mine and his breath smells wonderful. I pull his body down onto mine and hold him tight. His arms shift to be holding me. He has an impressive amount of mussel for his age and I can't help but feel safe.

  I lay in his arms and a wave of security flows over me. Its like that feeling you get when your just a little kid laying down in the back seat of the car as your parents drive you home through the night after a long day of fun filled family bonding. That safety where nothing can harm you not even the most gruesome of nightmarish villains. I feel secure and put together as I lose myself to Dakotas strong yet sensitive, loving touch. I could spend an eternity with him like this but I know its only a mater of time before it all takes a turn for the worst. We went too far this time and I don't care. not now anyway, no, now all i feel is the security of Dakotas presence.

  He gently breaks our body's apart and reaches for something above me. He pulls down some Chinese food and opens it. He helps me sit up. "you need to eat" he demanded in a sweet caring tone. I shake my head no and take the fork filled with food and try to feed him. "I'm not hungry" he looked away from me. I place my hand on his stomach and press softly causing his stomach to growl. his eyes lock with mine as he presses my stomach causing the same effect. Our faces were inches apart as his soft voice broke the silence we had been sitting in. " I'll eat if you eat...deal?" I nod yes as I place the food to his lips. 

Dakotas pov

  I hesitate before I take the bite of food. I know I will regret this in a Few hours but she needs to eat. I take the fork and get some food. I feed it to her and I just want to do this for the rest of my life. We sit in silence as we take turns feeding each other until the food is gone. I move us so that she is siting on my lap with her back to my chest. I hand her my phone so she can talk to me by typing what she has to say. "whats your name baby?" I feel stupid for asking but I need to know. 'Kalel...but I like when you call me baby' she showed me the phone. "then you will be my baby" I whisper and kiss her hair. "want to come to my house?" I ask getting ready to help her put on cloths. She turns to face me and before I know it shes giving me a hug. I didn't expect her to react like that but I liked it. I put on my clothes and help her get hers on. I grab some clothes for her to weir to school tomorrow.

  We walk down the street hand in hand as the crisp night air bights us and making kalel wrap her arms around my waist. I pull her close for the last little bit of our walk to my house. I show her to my room and immediately help her undress so she can sleep. I glance at the time as I climb into bed with her. its 1:36. I wrap my arm around her as she rests her head on my chest.

  "Dakota" she whispers before shutting her eyes to sleep. "baby" I whisper back.

( this is the longest chapter I wrote so far and I'm pretty satisfied with it. I will hopefully update tomorrow night. and yeah.)

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