Broken Wing

my own blood

Chloes pov

   I woke up in a strange bed all alone and naked. I pull up the blankets and hide like a little kid. Yeah great idea Kalel, whoever lives here wont ever find you while your under the blankets. A large amount of weight falls over my body. I scream out in pain and let my tears pour from my eyes in a violent stream. I just hold my scream even when the wait was lifted. I don't know what it was that hurt but it hurt.  Dakota tries to quiet me and get me to tell him whats wrong.

   I just scream.

   I scream until everything goes bright. To bright to see. His voice turns to a loud ringing. Everything is a bright blinding white. It feels like I'm drowning. My breath wont come to me and the large amount f pain is all over surrounding me and crashing full force in every direction. I try to break through it. I try to hold on to anything to keep me in reality. Just as fast and unexpected as it cam it left. I was relieved. No pain. No shortage of breath. No anything. Its silent and dark and cold. I feel a sense of calming security. Its the darkness. Its my favorite place. Its the only place where my voice means something. I smile and slowly stand up. My porcelain skin is ridden of its marks. My body is back to how I want it to be. The marks only go away when I'm here. I walk around on the soft ground. its cold and hard but not a bothersome type. My bare feet make a soft patter as I walk through the darkness. The only light is from me. I have a soft worm welcoming glow that flows off me. My long pail pink dress flows effortlessly around my body hugging all the right place.The soft curls that are flowing around my face give my look a full angelic affect. I cant see it but I know my makeup is fully done and absolutely perfect. I walk with no direction or purpose but I go till i find my place among the darkness. I will walk until my light fades and I become the darkness its self.  The soft sound of my feet on the cold ground is all that rings through my peace-full haven.

  I walk till I collapse on the ground. Smiling like an idiot as I lay on the floor. My body feels like its floating. I let my childish laugh fill the dead air. I was home. I have been away for to long and it felt so good to be back. I let the warm water fill around me and bring me out to where it wants me to go. Where it needs e to go. The dark turns to a beautiful light. The bright blue sky. Warm golden sun kissing my body. Perfect water that looks like green blue glass. Soft sandy beaches that turn to thick forest. I walk on the sand and a rush comes over me as my feet touch the dirt and leave covered forest floor. I run in no direction as my feet guide me. The sounds of the Forest sing to me as the light fades turning the vast place dark and cold. I finally get to be here. Last time I didn't get this far. This time though, this time I will make it all the way. I will make it till I can sleep. I wander the dark land as shadows catch my eye leading me to the right place. I walk on air as I follow the spirits who wanted to sty and help as a guide. Most of them try to comfort me, brace me for what is next. They don't know that I'm all to familiar as to what this is. The bridge. A gap between light and dark. The barrier between sadness and happiness.

  I know what this is, I know whats happening,I know whats next. I'm ready for it. I unlike most have been waiting for it. Some fear it. Some except it with tolerance. I embrace it with all that I am, or was. I follow the shadows that run past just giving you a glimpse of them. They keep you curious and keep you on the right path. Some come out to see if I need a hand to hold but I happily decline. I sprint through the night dodging trees and jumping over small obstacles. I see it. The signal that means I made it. I see myself. Arms out stretched greeting me to my home. I reach out and gently touch my hand but I get pulled back.

  Everything fades away and it all becomes black. The floor is hard like metal ageist my face as I lay there crying. No I whisper. I wasn't Fast enough. No. I was right on time. He was too fast. The ringing comes back and the darkness is shattered by that blinding light. I'm imprisoned in my own life. I feel each mark, bruise, cut all form back in its place. I feel my body gain all its abuse. My mind gets hit buy all the daemons that consume me. I become me. I become unable to move. All I can grasp is distorted voices. I cant move. I can't talk. I just lay there imprisoned in my skin. 

  The white turns to red and I begin drowning. Drowning in my own blood.