LUST

1

I flinched back when a plate came crashing down in front of me. I kept my gaze down. My hands were already sweating. I was scared.

"WHAT THE HELL IS THIS?!" Jun yelled as he threw the food I made him on the floor.

"I-I'm s-" I tried to apologize.

"SORRY? tsk! Get your face out of my sight now before I kill you!" He shout angrily.

I bowed and bent to pick up the broken plate. My hand and arms filled with cuts and bruises, but it didn't hurt. I was too numb and hurt to even focus on myself.

After picking up the plate and food, I cleaned the mess and rushed out of there as he told me earilier that he had a friend coming over.

I've been living like this ever since my parents passed away. The reason I'm doing all of this is because of my little brother. Ever since I was young my parents always treated me with much love, but ever since they passed away, the same love wasn't given to my baby brother who was only three years old.

I've been accepted into my mom's old friend's house to be their maid. Its not expected that I was being treated like an animal. They hurt me when I don't do things right. They kill me in so many ways, but I eventually come back to serve them.

My brother deserves better care. I can only take so much, and its not because  I will wither, but because I'm human. My little brother stays in a good daycare in which I was able to pay from my work. I visit him everyday and buy gifts for him. I want him to live life without any traumatizing events happening to him. I want him to be like other kids, I don't want him to worry about not having enough to eat or buy.

Everything I earn, goes to him. I force my self to swallow my pride and buy him everything he wants.

I walked to the bathroom in my bedroom and washed my bleeding hand. As soon as the water touch my open wounds, the familiar pain vibrates back up my arm making me wince. After cleaning it, I looked at my reflection...

I looked horrible. The nice, loving girl was only replaced when the actual one is dead. I looked so dull and grey. My eyes had bags under them, and my arms had the ugliest cuts ever.

"Hana!" I heard Jun shout from the livingroom.

Fear flashed through my eyes and I ran downstairs to see what he wanted.

As soon as I stumbled behind him I asked him.

"Yes sir." My voice softly cracks.

He sat down with a smile as he stares at a young man who was with him. The man had a warm smile on and it partly creases into a smirk when he laid his eyes on me. His stare was making me uncomfortable. It was a dirty stare as he looked up and down my body as if he was analyzing me. He smirks and I look down to my hands in panic.

"Go bring us water." He demanded.

"Yes sir." I bowed and left towards the kitchen.

My heart clenched and I nervously get water for them. The room was stuffy when I walked back in. I try to ignore his stare as his eagle like eyes were on me.

I set the water on the coffee table in between them. I bowed and was about to quickly turn around and leave, but Jun stopped me.

"Wait." He harshly grabbed my arm.

The pain from under my long sleeve shirt started like a burning fire. He didn't look at me, instead he had his eyes on his friend.

"You want her?" He asked confused.

My eyes widen and I snap my head to look at his friend who was smirking.

"Yes." His deep voice vibrates.

Jun looked at him and scoffed.

"You might as well pick my other maids if its for J.J.K." he chuckle releasing my arm.

My eyes were still on him. He stared at me with calm eyes.

"No. I want her." He said in tone that couldn't be described.

"Sure. But you know the price." Jun smirks and lean back.

My breath hitched as his friend suddenly pulled out a black suit case. He opened the case and there was stacks of money in there. My heart beated fast as I began to lose my sanity.

'Is he selling me?'

Jun's eyes widen at his money. His mouth parted and he was awed at the money.

"Well that was fast." He smirks not taking his eyes off the money.

"I need to buy, she needs to work for J.J.K." the man smiles.

"You can take her." Jun drooled over the money.

"Huh?" I panicked.

His friend stood up and looked over at my fragile body. I stare at him like a small animal being caught by its prey.

"What?" I gasp and took a step back.

He just gave me away like that? After all I've done for him?

His friend walks over to be and grabbed my arm harshly. I look into his eyes and literally pleaded him.

"W-whats going on?" I said with tears at its peak.

"Your coming with me." He said before dragging my arm along with him outside.

"Wait! Wait-"

" Shut it missy. You don't want to make me mad." He says before throwing me into a black car after he dragged me outside.

Once he started driving I cried.

"W-where are we going?!" I panicked of not seeing my brother again.

"To your new work place." He said calmly.

"Is it far?" I asked fast.

"No." He answered coldly.

"Why-"

"Your job will be to please our boss and do what ever he says. Its simple." He said dryly as I choked on my tears.

My eyes widen in fear. The thought of me losing my virginity killed me.

"W-what! No!" I slammed my hand on the leather seat.

"We already bought you. You have no choice." He spoke.

"N-no! I won't!" I protested.

"The job pays 100 dollars an hour." He said and I suddenly froze.

100?

I went quiet.

I blinked my eyes and tears fell.

If then, I will be able to pay for Joohyun's school fees. I will finally be able to buy him new clothes since he ripped his recently.

My mind was a mess, I hate being treated like a toy, but... the offering...

I bit my lips and looked down to my hands as I fought in my brain. My tears slid down my cheek painfully.

I stayed quiet for the ride and debated in my head if I should do it or not....

Soon, the car came to a stop and I looked up to see a huge mansion. My eyes widen at the beautiful designs outside. It was dark already and I gulped.

He turned his head back to me and smirked seeing me in such a mess.

"So? How about it?" He chuckled.

I looked at him as a tear slid down my face. He noticed how painful I looked and soften his gaze.

I nodded.

"I'll do it."