LUST

3

The weight on top of me was killing me. It was hard to breathe and it was hard to move. I felt like someone just put a heavy stone on my chest making it hard to breath.

I woke up like that, the feeling of being crushed annoyed me, but what can I do? 

I opened one eye to see him peacefully sleeping on top of me. His bare shoulders were in my view and so was his hair. His head was dug in between my breasts and his whole body was on top of me.

I took as much breaths as I can before pushing him off of me. Thankfully namjoon told me he was a heavy sleeper. He shift into a comfortable position and continued his sleep. While I walk out of the room naked. I rushed to the bathroom to wash away all the sinful things I did yesterday night.

I sighed as the warm water hit me. It lingers down my body as I let out a groan.

'Is this going to happen everyday?'

I hate being a toy. I know I excepted it, but on the first day? Really?

I washed my hair and my body with the soap and shampoo I see in there. It smelled like his shampoo and it smelled like him. I don't know why, but this fresh smell is really intriguing.

I rinse off and stepped out of the shower and wrapped my self in a towel. I blow dry my hair and brushed my teeth with the extra toothbrush he had in the bathroom.

After I was done, I remembered something... last night...

He ripped up all my clothes.....

I ruffled my hair in annoyance as I growled lowly. Everything is a mess and I wasn't even allowed to bring my own clothes. I rented in the bathroom for a while and angrily kicked the wall, resulting in an almost broken toe.

Then, there was a knock on the bathroom door. I snapped my head to the door. I walked closer to it.

"Who is it?" I asked.

There was silence for a bit until he answered.

"Who do you think."  His voice sounds  raspy and dry.

In my instincts, I immediately open the door and apologize.

"I'm sorry." I bowed.

He looked at me with messy bed hair and half open eye lids. He was still naked.

"Here." He handed me his sweater.

I looked at him confused.

"Wear it dumbass." He pushed it into my hands annoyed and went past me into the bathroom.

"What about the bottom?" I asked gently.

"Look in my closet. I'll send someone to go buy you clothes." He said and walked into the shower.

"Thank you." I bowed and closed the bathroom door.

I wore his big sweater and pulled on his underwear. The underwear was like a small short for me while his sweater was a dress for me.

Jungkook's pov~

I really did that.......

My first ever... gone to her....

Why do I only remember bits from last night?

I drank so much I couldn't remember.

Well.... I hated drinking, but.... everything was forcing me too.

All the stress and the rumors going around actually hurts me. People think I'm just my dad's replacement, technically I am.

I didn't want to take on this job, nor be in business. I wanted to sing, dance and travel the world, but no.