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I stayed in bed, since I didn't have anything to do. I've already cleaned and cook him breakfast. I laid around all morning and just stay in bed.

He wouldn't let me visit my brother, because he thinks I'm seeing other people. The reason I don't want him to know that I have a brother is that I'm scared Joohyun would be use to get to me. I have to protect my precious baby brother.

I was getting tired of staging in bed, it hurt my back and I feel uncomfortable in his bed. I couldn't go back to sleep. I sat up feeling my head spin, but I didn't care. I twist my body so my legs were dangling at the side of his bed.

I slid off and stood up. I slowly walked towards the door when it was suddenly pushed open making a flood of panic flush through me. I looked at him with wide eyes as he leaned on the door side with his shoulder. They way his body language speak was telling me he was drunk.

I started stepping back slowly so he wouldn't notice that I'm up since his head was down. His bangs covering his eyes. Soon he lifted his head up sloppily and made eye contact with me making me tense up. His eye brows frowned and he closed his eyes.

"You're up" he says with a slur in his voice.

"Yes sir" I bowed.

He looked at me with such strict eyes. It was like he wanted to attack me then and there.

I sat on the bed and he struggled walking over to me. I was scared and afraid, I was shaking. I know and experienced people who were drunk before and its not pleasant. Considering he beat me with his belt, who knows what he could do when drunk.

I sat near his pillow and he gradually stumbled to the end of the bed. I stared at him with wide eyes and was ready to run if needed.

He prompt himself on the bed and sat down. He stared at his hands and suddenly look up at me with those soft eyes from before.

His eye lids barely holding up. He leaned down to hold his head and he closes his eyes.

"I'm... sorry." He said taking me by surprise.

I looked at him as if he killed a person. I honestly thought he can never say those words, but just remembering he is human.

He looked back up....

A small sad smile was put on his face, but vanished within seconds

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A small sad smile was put on his face, but vanished within seconds. His eyes filling with tears, but he doesn't let it fall.

"Sorry, I just...." he said looking down letting his bangs block his eyes again.

"I'm g-going through so much and-"

My body moved on its own and I shifted my body closer to him and wrapped my arms around his neck pulling his head into the crook of my neck.

His body stiffen for a bit until he soften up to my touch.

He reeked of alcohol, but I hugged him anyway. He beat me earlier, but I don't know. Seeing his tears hurt me more than those slashes he gave me.

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