LUST

5

He glared at me on the ground so miserably. My heart clenched again and this time it was more painful. It felt like someone was squeezing my heart with nails. It was getting hard to breath as I lay there.

I closed my eyes and try to focus on the pain only. I tried to calm it down like I usually do.

His words were right... maybe I should just die. I'm not healthy, even if I put in my greatest efforts, I'm not good enough to be called Noona. I shouldn't be in this world. I'm to weak to withstand the means of this world.

He turned his stare to the window.

"My friend is staying with us for a while. So clean up the place and don't think of seducing him or anything." He said leaning down.

He grabbed my chin harshly.

"I own you and your body. If you dare touch my friend, I won't hesitate throwing your dead body in the middle of the ocean." He spat with venom.

He threw my face back on the floor and walked away.

"I-I can't die.... I have to stay for Joohyun." I whispered to myself as I see his feet disappear.

My tears dropped like waterfalls and it couldn't be stopped. My lips quivered as I a small whimper comes out when I try to stand up.

I limped to my room and took a shower. Then, I tied my hair up and as he commanded eariler, I started cleaning quietly.

My eyes were gloomy and dark. There was no emotions. I cleaned with a heavy heart. With every step I took, it felt like there was chains of heavy metal balls dragging with me.

I cleaned the whole day, everything in the mansion was polished, all the stairs were hand wiped clean, the guests rooms were cleaned, and kitchen, bathroom, bedrooms were all neatly cleaned.

I could feel my legs trembling as my back ached. Sweat was dried up on my body and my hands were wrinkled and stained.

It was around 10 when I was finished. I walked towards my bedroom. I immediately stripped out my clothes and took a warm shower. I washed my hair and my body. After that, I walked out in a towel towards my bedroom.

I gasp when I see him sitting at the end of my bed with his feet dangling off. His arms prompted behind him helping him sit up. His shirt was exposing his collarbones and he was wearing his boxers only.

His head snapped up and looked at me with lust his eyes. My eyes flashed with fear and I back up towards the bathroom with slow steps. A smirk was brought to his face when he notice my actions.

"Don't you want to get your hours?" He huskily spoke to me as he brought himself up on his feet.

He slowly walked over towards me as I tighten my towel. His steps stopped in front of me.

"Don't you?" He questions coming closer and closer.

His hand lifted up and his finger glided down my cheek to my chin sending a sensation down my spine. My stomach twisted inside and I tighten my hold on the towel.

He looks into my eyes and his lust level increased.

"Silence means yes." I heard him.

Just like that I was tossed over his shoulder like a rag doll. I was surprised, shocked and scared all at once.

He started walking towards his bedroom. He kicked the door open and threw me on the bed making my back ache in pain. I closed my eyes and held my back as I hiss in pain. In that process my towel had become undone. It sprawled out on me and covered only just a little.

He stood at the end of the bed staring at me.

I was already out of breath. My body felt weak and over done.

I looked at him with tired eyes and sent him a begging face.

He lifts an eyebrow and within a second, he was on top of me, pressing me down with his hot body. I tilted my head away from him and he chuckled as he looks at my neck.

"Looks like the marks are fading away." He said in a raspy voice.

He leaned his head down and within seconds, I felt his hot warm tongue against my neck making me shrink. My breath was taken away at once when he sucked on my sensitive skin.

His hips slowly grind on me, hard and slow. He forced himself in between me as he grinded hard. I winced when he bit hard.

I bit my bottom lip as he kiss down my neck to my collarbone and shoulder.

Eventually he took off his shirt and boxer, then he ripped the towel off. The night was filled with rough moans and grunts. He teased, played and ruined me in all one night. He didn't stop until he was satisfied. We orgasmed a lot that night and I couldn't help it, but to respond to his actions.

After he was done, he fell asleep while I couldn't. His arm was wrapped around my waist as he knocked out completely. I was sore and tired, but I couldn't close my eyes like the other night we did this. I just couldn't.

I felt used. I felt miserable. I felt like a toy and I was. I was only a distraction for him. I mean nothing. He use me for his needs. He could careless about me.

I shifted my body and was going to get get out, but his head was dug in between my hair and neck. He was breathing deeply and his chest was pressed up against my shoulder. His legs was tangled up with mine.

I ripped myself out of his hold and stood up with my naked body. I see him shivering and reaching out to hold me again. I quickly grabbed his blanket and pillow that was pushed away. I replaced it in my place and he hugged the pillow instead. I threw the blanket around his naked body and walked out.

I took a long shower and got out when done. I wore a regular T- shirt and shorts. I looked at the time and it was already 5 in the morning.

Since I couldn't sleep, I just decided to make breakfast. I grabbed the coffee cup and put it under the coffee maker. I pulled out a pan and started to mske breakfast.

He had woken up once I was done. He sat at the table with his phone and I served him his breakfast quietly. There was a bruise under my eye from yesterday when I had cum without his permission.

I can feel his gaze on my face as I serve him his breakfast. My eyes had dark circles under them, and my body was limp. My eyes only open half way and I didn't want to speak.

His eyes looked at every detail and the expression I wore. He narrows his eyes at me as if he was suspecting something. I gave him his coffee and went back to washing the materials I used.

Soon after eating, I took his dishes and started washing them. Then I heard the doorbell rang. I didn't carr because it was probably just his friend. I continued washing the dishes until their voices became clearer.

That voice sounded famililar, but I shrugged it off. I dried the dishes and put them away. I started wiping the wet counter as the voices get louder. Soon, I heard footsteps in the kitchen followed by laughter. I finished my tasks and bow to them without looking at them, I kept my gaze down.

I turned my body towards the door and started walking out until.

"Wait." I heard that familiar voice.

I stopped in my tracks. I turn back to them, but didn't look up.

"Yes?" My voice was dry.

"Look at me." I he said.

I slowly shifted my head up to look at Jungkook's friend and when I did I was shocked.

My eyes widen and so did his.

"Jimin?" My voice came out like as if every thing had gone wrong, and it did.

"Hana? What are you doing here?" He questioned.

And thats when everything went down hill.