accidental fate. kth 「 complete 」

F o u r t e e n.

Warning strong language

Sonmei's POV

Slut. Sonmei is a SLUT.

My eyes staring at the graffiti. Puffiness and redness fills my face. The taste of salt fills my mouth. I get shakey. My fist clenches. I grit my teeth.

I feel a hand on my back. Three actually. I turned around to see all three of the guys looking at me, making me feel like I'm not alone.

"Sonmei, he'll pay for what he did. Don't worry," Taehyung says to me.

I then walk inside to see my co worker cleaning up. Its a total mess. Everything is on the ground. Theres glass broken. Liquids on the floor. Everything was just a complete mess.

"Sonmei, I tried to stop them. I'm sorry."

I just ignore her and start to help her clean. The rest follows.

"You guys don't have to help, just leave its ok."

Jimin pats my head.

"Sonmei, what did we say, we're your friends and we're gonna help you. So stop worrying okay?" He says to me smiling.

Jungkook then puts his arm around my shoulders.

"Yeah, don't worry. We got nothing better to do anyway."

Such good people. What did I do to deserve such good people around me. More tears start falling down my face. Taehyung then holds my hands and raises my head up. He looks at me in my eyes and says,

"Lets clean this up ok? Let's not let him win."

I nod at all of them and thank them all. We all start cleaning. It took us about 2 hours to clean. We had to close the store due to it. Not like anyone was coming in anyway. Suddenly, the door opens. Its the owner. Oh god.

"What the hell happened here? What happened outside?"

My co worker quickly gets up and says,

"Sir, a bunch of guys came in and trashed the place."

"Then why the hell is Sonmei's name graffitied outside?"

"They were targeting Sonmei. She had nothing to do with it."

The owner looks at me with an upset face. He then says to me,

"Sonmei, you're fired. Please leave now. You can come get your check tomorrow."

All three of the guys quickly say something to defend me.

"But sir this has nothing to do with her!"

"It wasn't her fault, she had nothing to do with this. They simply had something against her."

"Why are you firing her for something she didn't do?!"

I look down. Everyone's voices just fade away. I'm thinking of nothing, just staring at the floor.

"It's okay guys."

I look at my co worker and say,

"Thank you for everything to try and help and stop them."

I then look to the owner and bow to him.

"Thank you for the opportunity and I'm completely sorry for what happened. I'll leave now."

I get out the door and the guys follow me. I walk about fifteen feet away from the place. Jimin and Jungkook asked if I was okay. I complete just stayed silent. I'm just looking at whats in front of me. The wind is blowing cold air. I feel so enraged, but I can't do anything about it? How am I going to pay for school? For my bills? Where am I gonna go? Mom can't help me that much.

Taehyung then walks up to me. He grabs me and my face is in his chest. He rubs the back of my head. I start to cry, like really cry. I hold him back. I feel a sudden feeling of safety. I mean I still feel like shit, but when he held me, I felt like everything was going to be okay. I look up to him, then to jungkook and jimin, and I say,

"Thank you, you guys. I really appreciate you guys being there for me. Let's just call it a night."

They all came up to me and hugged me. They told me everything was going to be okay. It felt nice to hear reassuring words. But I know it won't last long. My happiness never lasts long. But it felt nice for a bit. They all walk me home. I say goodbye to them then walk to the front door. I then stop for a moment. I turn around and Taehyung looks at me. I run up to him and I jumped onto him to hug him. I told him,

"Please don't hurt me like he did. Please."

The other guys stare at him. He looks at me with awe. He smiles and tells me,

"I promise, I won't intentionally hurt you Sonmei, I promise you that much."

He holds me tighter. It felt so nice. It felt so genuine, so real. I look up at him and smile at him. He looks at me and smiles at me back. He kisses me on my forehead. I then let him go and he lets go too. I tell them all goodnight and head in. I went in and walked up the stairs. I get to my door and unlock the door. I walk in and throw my things on the coffee table. I wash up and change into my pajama's. I then turn on the TV and lay on the couch. I'm just watching the news to keep myself busy. Suddenly my phone dings. It's from an unknown number.

Unknown: Like what I did?

I immediately know who it is.

Me: Fuck you Hansoul

Unknown: Hahaha, I love how you think its him, he just did the dirty work. I told him to do it. Thats what you get for being a slut and taking my man away from me!

I get confused. If its not Hansoul, who else could it be? No one else has anything against me except for him.

Me: Hahah very funny Hansoul, I know its you.

Unknown: Shut up! You bitch, Jimin will always be mine you fucking hoe! After you saw everything that night at the party, you took it as a chance to take him away from me!  I saw you flirting with him at the cafe! Don't try to lie.

I'm thinking really hard to who this is.

Jimin? Why would I? Oh...its her... She took it the wrong way. Oh no, why would she think that? She's jumping to conclusions.

My heart rate is rising. I feel shakey... Why would she do this to me? Why would she go to Hansoul and ask him to do this to me? Why did he agree? Why am I so unlucky?

Me: Jooyoung, you got it all wrong, we're only friends. Please don't assume things.

Unknown: Stfu you slut, You're a liar. I saw what I saw. You better not show your face in front of me.

I throw my phone out of rage. I get so mad. Why would someone just assume and act so mean? Why not deal with it like adults? I go to my room and lay on my bed. I cry...for a very long time. I cry so hard that I don't have any more tears. I have no job, I have people who hate me for petty reasons, what am I to do? The demons that I thought had left, came right back to me. They came back to fill my mind with useless thoughts.

You're worthless, youre nothing. Everyone hates you. Do you really want to bring Taehyung into this? Do you really want to hurt Jimin by this assumption Jooyoung has made? Everyone you meet, you always hurt them. It's your fault you're like this. You deserved every ounce of pain that was given to you.

My mind won't shut up. I just want to fall asleep and never wake back up. But it seems like my eyes won't close. Time is the worst punishment. Sleeping would make time go fast, but even that can't help me now.