Pain

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Sorry, I haven't updated in forever!! I will try to work on it more.. I just need to find the time to but I will.. I hope you like this chapter!! Please let me know if you do!!

 

Percy POV-

 

Pain, without love

Pain, I can't get enough

Pain, I like it rough

'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all

 

You're sick of feeling numb

You're not the only one

I'll take you by the hand

And I'll show you a world that you can understand

This life is filled with hurt

When happiness doesn't work

Trust me and take my hand

When the lights go out you will understand

 

Pain, without love

Pain, can't get enough

Pain, I like it rough

'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all

Pain, without love

Pain, can't get enough

Pain, I like it rough

'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all

 

Anger and agony

Are better than misery

Trust me I've got a plan

When the lights go off you'll understand

 

Pain, without love

Pain, can't get enough

Pain, I like it rough

'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all

Pain, without love

Pain, can't get enough

Pain, I like it rough

'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing

Rather feel pain

 

I know (I know I know I know)

I know that you're wounded

You know (You know you know you know)

That I'm here to save you

You know (You know you know you know)

I'm always here for you

I know (I know I know I know)

That you'll thank me later

 

Pain, without love

Pain, can't get enough

Pain, I like it rough

'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all

Pain, without love

Pain, can't get enough

Pain, I like it rough

'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all

Pain, without love

Pain, can't get enough

Pain, I like it rough

'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all

Rather feel pain than nothing at all

Rather feel pain

I can't believe that Nico was kissing Jason!! I am going to freaking kill him! He sits me up with Leo then goes to Nico?? Oh my gods! Jason is a terrible guy and he doesn't know?? I need someone to talk to.. I will talk to Annabeth! I don't care if we aren't together or even friends.. She will know how I feel.. Besides, she is with Piper I believe..

I walk around camp trying to find Annabeth and I see her sitting down at her table.. I walk up to her and ask," Can I talk to you alone?" Her siblings gives me a dirty look.. I just look at them then back at her.. She nodded and got up. We walked to the beach.. I told her about what happened. She put her arm around my shoulders and said,” We have to get back at Jason.. We have to act like you are over Nico. I have an idea..” She told me her idea.. I completely agree.. I nodded and said,” That is perfect!”

The next day I walked up to the Athena cabin and knocked.. Malcolm, Annabeth’s halve brother, answered the door. I just looked at him and he said,” She told me the plan.. Want to do it?” I nodded.  He grabbed my hand and walked out of the cabin.. I can’t believe I am actually doing this. He leans in and kisses my cheek and whispers,” This is going to be hard pretending that I like you..” I nodded. I saw Jason and Nico coming our way. I look at Malcolm and he nodded. I leaned in and kissed him on his lips. I heard a gasp and I turn around to see Nico looking hurt and Jason smiling wide..

I look at Nico and said,” Are you okay?” He nodded and started walking away.. I grab his arm but he pulls away.. He runs to his cabin and all I can think is I am a terrible person! I hurt Nico..  I walk to my cabin.

When I get into my cabin, I lay on my bed and cry my eyes out.. I lay there for an hour. I walk into the bathroom. I open my cabinet and see the razor blade. I take is out and cut my arm once. I use to do this but I stopped when my mom found me almost dead. I cut myself a few more times.. I didn’t stop. I was feeling really dizzy. I stopped.. Someone was banging on my door. “Percy open the door!”It was Nico. I heard the door bust open.. I fell to the ground. My vision was becoming black. The last thing I saw was Nico on his knees crying. Then everything was black..

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