You're My Everything [One Direction FanFic]

Chapter 18 Lost Souls

Harry's POV

Its been a year since our lives changed because of that tragic incident.

Life is really unfair, they took back those people who we value so much and us, left behind, with a pain that didnt cope us up with it.

Its been a year since we lost that person.

Its funny coz I found a message in my inbox from her right after her funeral.

She said, I shouldnt let Lou slipped my hands and let go of her. I should take care of her no matter what. I should fight with her even if it will be a losing battle.

I wish she also fought to be able to stay. She made a big hole in our lives when she decided to go.

After she's gone, the band took an indefinite leave because of what happened.

Louis and Eleanor, her girlfriend, decided to stay in Manchestter.

We still have communication and still have maintained the close relationship we had.

Zayn who went back to Bradford to spent his time with his family and with Perry, whenever she got an off from work. He's okay now I think.

Louisse and I went and stayed here in Chicago, Illinois with her father's first but not his legal family.

Lou have a hard time, until now, in coping up with the tragedy.

She still blames herself of what happened.

Allina, Aerone's mother, helped us to move on.

She treats us as her own, especially Lou.

Im so thankfull of her because she never gets tired of us even if we're so hard to deal with.

Niall, whom we thought we could also lose because right after Jen's heart and oxygen dropped, he got a tychicardic state and almost got a cardiac arrest.

But luckily, he didnt decided to go unlike Jen.

He went to Mullingar, Ireland after Jen's funeral.

He's in Dallas now, having a vacation and some time to move on like us. Until now, I know, just like Lou, he's still blaming himself about what happened.

And Liam, who has the hardest time after Jen's death...

I remember what he said at the funeral...

After I told my eulogy to her, it was Liam's turn to face the crowd. He was wearing all black, just like as everybody here.

He havent started to open his mouth in front of the mic but his tears never stopped flowing.

He almost choke when he tried to calm down, so he tried to talk even in his worst state.

"She's one of the most caring, funny and loving person I've ever got. She was there when everything was unbearable for me and I was there when she was pained." he said under his pained voice.

"I thought we'll never lose her...That I will never lose her."

then those words made everyone cry in here.

"I lost her without telling her how much I love her, not just as friends but the love like she has with Niall." he said and everyone was shocked with his revelation.

"And Im sorry that it was too late for me to say this. Too late for me to save her. And too late for me to tell her how much I love her even if she's madly inlove with Niall. But one thing it is, I love you Jen, more than anything...Wherever you are right now, please be our angel who will guide us through this.

We'll try to be happy and accept that you chose to go to save us. We love you and you will never be forgotten." he said then went down.

We all went to him and gave him a comforting hug.

Niall, who was in his crutches, hugs Liam tightly and said 'its okay' and thank him for being there for Jenny.

Liam right now was in California and keeps on continuing his life.

He oftenly visits us here to check how are we doing.

He's still him even though the glitter in his eyes were not the same just like before.

"Harry..." she whipered.

I turned my head to her, smiled at her and kissed her forehead.

"Yes babe?" i said shoving those fallen strands of her hair in her face.

"I love you..." she said still whispering. She hasnt woken up yet. Her eyelids were slowly dropping.

"I love you more babe." I said smiling then kissed her softly.

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Niall's POV

I woke up this morning and felt like it was different from usual.

I slightly kicked the duvet and got up, checked my phone and stared at the reminder popped on the screen.

July 10, 2014 - Jen's birthday

A fresh tear gathered on my eyes and I immediately wiped it away before it falls.