You're My Everything [One Direction FanFic]

Chapter 19 Griefs?

I went to have a shower and changed into a navy blue polo shirt, jeans and my white converse. I grabbed my phone and shades then went to a nearest flower shop to buy some white roses.

I drove to the place where she went. The place where I last saw her, lifeless.

I went down, walk towards her place. I went down on my knees with tears flowing on my eyes. I placed the white roses on the cold tombstone where her name was engraved.

In Loving Memory of Jenny Claire T. Holland July 10, 1993- June 26, 2014

As I read those, the pain flashed all over my mind. Im still on the process of moving on, For the second time I lost the person I love the most.

What happened a year ago was like a deja vu. It happened on Louisse before, I was like a shit blaming myself why I did leave her that day when the accident happened.

Then again, an accident happened, I lost the girl I chose to leave but realized that she was the one. Too late for me to regret. I wish I was the one who died.

"I always pray every night that I could see you again, in different place, I wish it was like how Lou came back to my life. I hope one day I could see you again, got a hold of you, love you, be with you, and make my mistakes right this time, be your everything, build our own family and live happily. But its too late baby, its too late and too much for me to ask. Im so sorry, I wish I was the one lying there now. Forgive me for everything... I love you more than anything baby." I said while wiping my tears.

I ran my fingers in her cold tombstone, tracing her name. I missed her so much. Her laughs, her funny stories, her weird but lovely personality. Her love for me, everything of her, I missed her so much. But she's gone. Gone because of me.

I stood up, and fixed myself after an hour of drama. I glanced once more before walking out of the cemetery.

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Harry's POV

I decided to take Louisse in Los Angeles. We went to Malibu where i bought a rest house for vacation purposes.

She's still sleeping and I decided to leave her for a while to buy something.

I went to the shops near the beach and bought some flowers and cupcakes.

Im smiling like an idiot walking down to a café. I ordered an ice cold banana frappe and sitted at the right corner beside the window and had the nicest view of the Malibu beach.

I was busy scrolling down on my twitter when my attention caught by the two people entered the shop.

I pulled down my shades to check that I was not being cheated by my sight.

"Oh no... This cant be happening." I muttered.

"H-harry?" He said shocked.

"Harry? Styles?" She said wondering.

What Im talking about is this two people in front of me. It was Liam and... No shit sherlock it was not her.

"No Liam... Dont tell me she isnt..." I said, Im freaking out!

He laughed nervously and scratch the back of his head.

"C-can we talk about this on your house?" he said then I nodded.

I picked up the flowers and cupcakes and started walking back to the resthouse. Liam and the girl... err Ill tell you later what she's look like... they're with me.

I was at the front door and asked them to stay at the living room. I went to the kitchen and saw Louisse eating a pizza and a carrot-milk shake? Hmm... weird.

"Where did you go?" She said with an irritated voice.

I smiled then gave her the flowers and put the cupcakes at the dinning table. She smiled.

"You still be angry with me if I say I went out to buy this for the love of my life?" I said smiling cheekily.

She kissed me. "No."

"Uh babe? I wish you wont be so shocked after you found out who I dragged here." I said nervously.

She scrunched her brows but before she could asked questions, I pulled her at the living room.

"Liam!" she shouted happily and was about to attack him with a bear hug when suddenly she was stunned.

"Uh Lou? she's not what she's look like..." Liam muttered.

Lou blinked for about five times and rubbed her eyes, shook her head but the face of the girl didnt change.

"Babe...She looks like her..." Lou said in disbelief.

I shrugged. "Liam? How did this happen?Who is she?" I asked then Liam started to explain. --------------------------------------------

Flashback

Liam's POV

Its been a year since I last saw her, full of life. Its been a year since I a got a hold of her lifeless body. Enough of it, I know Im ok now.

Im here at the balcony of my resthouse, writing songs. Sometimes I do read books just to kill my time.

I went to the shore to watch the sunset. Times like this makes my heart so emotional.

Im busy thinking things when this girl caught my eyes. I thought I was just tricked but when I look at her again, I know it was her!

I got up and ran towards her. "Jey! Wait up! Jey!" I shouted.

She turned around and when I saw her face I cried.

"Hey...are you okay? You're calling my name. You are?" she asked.

I wiped my tears. "Im Liam...dont you remember me?" I asked. Oh heck! Seriously Liam? She's not Jen!

"Im sorry I havent met you before, but you seem like a popstar or something?" she said looking at me intently.

I grinned. "Im sorry, maybe you just look like her. By the way Im Liam Payne of One Direction." I said smiling at her.

She gasped. "I know that! So its you!" she laugh. " Im Jeyxiel Emerald Noryn Holland." she said and extended her hand to me.

"Holland? How are you related with Jenny Claire Holland?" I asked.

She's a bit stiffed when I asked her. "Did I say something wrong?" I asked.

She shooked her head. "Nothing." she smiled.

"So do you know her?" I pry her.

"Hmm. nope." she said.

I breathe out. "Okay. You're from?"

"Nashville. But Im staying here for a vacation, few months probably. Wanna hang-out with me? I dont bite." she grinned.

I just gone with the flow and spent most of my time with her. --------------------------------------------