Spoken Words

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Someone once asked me, " Why do you always insist on taking the hard road?". I replied, " Why do you assume I see two roads?"

I really want to be happy, but there's something inside me that screams " You don't deserve it!"

I hate it when people tell me to " Just Be Happy" So you think I chose to "Just Be Depressed"?

There's a truth behind every "Just Kidding" , Knowledge behind every " I Don't Know" , Emotion behind every " I Don't Care" , Pain behind every " I'm Fine".

It's hard to admit that I am embarrassed of myself.

Nothing is more depressing than having everything and still feeling really sad.

Depression is being colorblind and constantly told how colorful the world is.

Having anxiety and depression is like being scared and tired at the same time. It's the fear of Failure, but no urge to be productive. It's wanting friends, but hate socializing.

It's wanting to be alone, but not wanting to be lonely. It's feeling everything at once then feeling paralyzingly numb.

Behind Every Smile, May be a hidden lie.

Why does life Have so many Hills and Valleys that I have to climb up and out of? What does it teach me?

The worst feeling in the world is knowing you did the best you could and it still wasn't good enough.

Depression is Not being able to talk about your problems, While taking on everyone else's just to hide your own.

People think depression is sadness. People think depression is crying. People think depression is dressing in Black. But people are wrong. Depression is the constant feeling of being numb. Being numb to emotions, being numb to life. You wake up in the morning just to go back to bed again.

It sucks because I was getting better and now I'm not.