Krisha walks to Jiyong. Tears in her eyes. Sadness in her smiles. She wants to stay strong for Dara who is helplessly crying at a corner.
She can't believe that this is happening. That this will be the end of her brother.
Jiyong is legitly dead.
"Oppa, I'm so sorry. I don't know what to do without you, you and Dara unnie are my only family left. How am I without you? Why did he kill you? I swear, I'm going to make his payback. What he did was brutal and I will never forgive him.
I don't know what you did to him but I know that you are a kind person. Maybe if there will be a song title that I will dedicate to him, it will be bullsh*t by you.
I just don't get it Oppa. Like the f, he is so heartless. I know that I'm pretending all this time like a good girl and I'm tired of doing this since I do this for you and now you are gone.
You how I was in Australia, I was a bad girl and I had lots of boyfriends and sh*ts. I always come home late at night drunk and hanging out with boys. You know I smoke and I don't study. The only good thing I love that time was cheerleading since I got to wear short things and I love dancing.
I remembered how you dragged me from the club to the house I was punching you while you were driving and we nearly got crashed. Then you locked me in my room for the rest of the night. You even told me that I'm a b*tch.
I remembered how you punched my boyfriend because of kissing me. I was underage yet I'm already sinful.
But Oppa, I realized that that was a waste of time. The moment we went here, I know it's not for Dara unnie but it's for me to avoid my friends there.
I didn't talk to you for almost one month. Dara unnie sometimes scold me for being so rude to her. And that's why until now, she is so cold to me.
Then we made a promise that I must not get rude so that you will not marry Dara unnie. Does it seem like it's now useless right Oppa? I don't have to pretend anymore.
What can you do now? Thanks to the person who killed you. But still, since I'm still your b*tchy sister, I want to give you justice.
I'm sorry but I can't help it. The badness is in my blood. Like, I crave for it.
I want to go back to Australia. There I will be who I want. I have friends who support me and guys to fall to me.
By the way Oppa, I don't feel that we are siblings. I don't know why even now I'm faking my tears. Like you know, I don't feel that we are connected.
Like you did something unforgivable to me.
Don't worry still I'm here. The girl who wastes your money. The useless girl. The girl who you always scold. It's just."
She smirks after that and starts a new batch of tears for people to see.
She walks to Sandarah and pats her back. "Unnie, don't cry. I know Jiyong Oppa wants you to be happy now. Please smile. I know it hurts but we have to be strong." she says.
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Euphony | Park Chanyeol
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