Euphony | Park Chanyeol

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Dear Chanyeol,

     I know that you still want to ask questions but I can't meet you anymore. So I'm sending this to you since many people say that a person expresses his or her feelings more on writing than talking in personal to someone.

     I don't know how to start though. Should I thank you first or what? Maybe I'll just do it on my own messed up way.

     So I'm sorry, I know I was wrong all this time and I'm sorry for hurting you. I know that you don't deserve all this lies Chanyeol. You deserve happiness and calmness of mind. I'm sorry for being selfish and I also want to say that you don't need to worry anymore.

     I left you because I wasn't brave enough to face the troubles I caused but now, you taught me that I should solve it all so that I will be okay.

     So thank you so much for that.

     Oh my gosh I feel so empty I don't know what to say anymore. The letter that Jiyong oppa sent said it all and left nothing for me.

     So to conclude this letter, I was weak that's why I did it. By the way, I sent you a little gift since you love animals so much.

     Name him anything but I would suggest the name that we thought of before. Do you remember Toben?????

     I will keep this short. I'm not a writer i'm sorry. So it's up to you what to do now. Hate me or forgive me, I will respect your wise decision.

     Anything else? Ummmm.... I guess it's bye now. Take care of that dog or I will kill you. By the way, the guitar that I borrowed when I was in the appartment that you rented is back now. I'm sorry for bringing it back too late.

     I want to do something like teaser for fun but I know that it's not the time for it. (You got the message, I will punch you if you don't)

     That's all Channie♡

Sincerely yours,
Park Chaeyoung🌹🌹🌹

    
Tears flows as he seals letter back to it's envelope. He is not anymore, he is happy. He got the message that Rosé is telling him.

"I know Chaeng, you're happy and calm. I love it so much, I'm so proud. I will keep Toben and raise him so well."

The girl that he loved with all his heart. She hurt him, lied to him, did bad things to him, she left and came back doing her own shits that made her someone not her.

But he loves her.

And he will always love her.

He will always love her smile, her eyes, her laughter, her cute actions, her unique voice, amazing dancing skills, her talent in using instruments, her kindness and also...

The way she hurt him.

It may sound weird but Chanyeol thinks it right. The weapon that stabbed Chanyeol's heart was a sharp knife from Rosé but without this blade will they meet again?

If Chanyeol did not kill Jiyong will he meet Rosé again and know it all?

Chanyeol can't hide the smile forming on his face with tears still flowing on his cheeks.

Not because Rosé finally left.

It's because of what Rosé left.

His heart still broken.

And he still loves Rosé.

Rosé, the girl he loves the most don't love him anymore.

And there it is his hands on his bed and looking down, his smile turns into sadness. He may be crazy now thinking that he will not see her angel anymore.

Her angel.

The demon that dragged him to hell.

Yep, that's still an angel.

For him.

And only him.

She might have moved on now, but this guy here still love her.

A sad reality.