Unfaithful (On Hold)

Chapter 3

Serena

I have made my decision. My decision makes me feel like I'm breaking my heart, like a knife jabbing into my heart. Alexander has called for a meeting to talk about my decision. This decision will affect the pack, as the Beta will be losing his female. Without a Beta Female, the women who depended on her will lose a tiny part of themselves. I would've have stuck, to the women who I have grown to love and to have a sisterhood with, but I can't stand to be here. I take deep calming breaths, trying to calm any anxiety that I have. I walk into the ginormous meeting room and walk down the aisle. The stares of the pack makes me highly uncomfortable.

I feel the stares of my male, Ashlynn, and Alexander. I feel my heart break. I'm leaving the females who depended on me and my male. My heart and soul. What will soon replace it, is darkness. Darkness that will slowly suffocate me. I stand in front of those I grew up, my parents watching me with care and love. I know they will support whatever decision I have to make.

"Beta Female Serena has made her decision earlier than expected but she will decide her fate. Serena, what is your decision?" Alexander stands high and tall, his voice commanding the attention of us all. Stares travel from him to me and I take a deep breath in and close my eyes, as to not look at my male's reaction to my decision.

"I have decide to break the bond with my mate and leave the pack," as I speak up, I hear a loud growl from my male, his animalistic instincts taking over. His instincts is telling him to make me stay, to make me regret ever trying to leave him. The warriors have to hold him down, to not have him try to take me and Moon only knows what to do to me.

"Omega Ashlynn, stand and have the ritual be scheduled for later today. For now, let's all say goodbye to a beloved pack member and a leader for the females." Tears leave my eyes as I watch my pack look at me sadly and tearfully. Quiet sobs climb their way out of my throat and I rush to hug my parents first. I am their only pup and now I'm leaving home, where they can't check in on me all the time. But I know they are happy I'm leaving the one who has caused me the most pain. I hug my elite wolves next, the ones who I have grown up with and have trained with since we were pups. They have been on the move, helping packs handle some disagreements with each other. Tears are shed and quiet words are heard as we all gather together.

I lead some of the females as do Ashlynn since our Luna has not been found yet. And I know I'm leaving the care of those females to Ashlynn. I could only hope she will be able to handle the females. Even though they are nowhere near a pup's age, they will act like it from time to time. I look at Alpha Alexander and we hug, as if we were brother and sister. He's a great Alpha, one that I will truly miss.

"Serena, I have some money packed away for you and I have contacted some packs who are willing to take you in. A wolf without a pack, is a wolf who is willing to go insane," he mutters as we pull apart from each other. More tears trail down my face as I stare at someone I consider my brother. I will always love and respect him, as an Alpha and a brother. I take a deep breathe in and walk over to my male. His eyes are dark as the night sky, with no light shining through them. He growls at me and tries to rise up, but the warriors hold him down. Their grips tighten and their glares seem heavy for someone who was considered to be loved. I feel some type of boldness come over me and I grab his chin, making his eyes meet mine.

"I will not regret leaving you. You have hurt our sacred bond and for what? A simple fuck? I hope you suffer through this, as you don't deserve a mate," my words are harsh, causing the warriors to slightly flinch. My males eyes lighten and the fake tears start to pour from his eyes.

"Please, please Serena. Don't leave. I could die without you. You want your only mate, the one who has loved you, to die? To leave the pack without a Beta?" His words move through my ears, trying to manipulate me to stay with him.