— 9:39 p.m;
this time for sure, i'm going to sleep early. or so i thought.
tossing and turning in bed was a normal habit of mine. i turned off all the lights, kept my phone on top of the fridge, and took a relaxing bath. water? drank three glasses of it. warm milk? i hate it, but i drank a whole cup. i've tried it all, trust me. even the sleeping pills don't work sometimes and now i'm laying here, eyes wide open when i'm trying to keep them shut.
a yawn escaped my mouth and i thought this was it. i'm finally going to sleep normally, but like all the other times it was just false hope.
