— 5:39 p.m;
"jisung! wake up!"
i groaned and turned to the other side, keeping my eyes shut close. changbin tried to take my pillow away but i hugged it tight and shook my head, "no!"
"bitch it's almost evening, wake up!"
i slowly sat up and opened my eyes, "what do you mean? i just slept a second ago!"
changbin sighed, "you stayed up on your phone all night, didn't you?"
"all night and all morning." i corrected him just to earn a smack on my shoulder.
"take a shower and have lunch, you smell like old hot dog water." he pulled the covers off my body and pushed me off the bed, "also change these sheets, the ketchup stains are disgusting."
i rolled my eyes and got up, stumbling my way to the bathroom. my eyes met my reflection on the mirror and i almost screamed in horror at the sight. dark bags, red eyes, messy hair. i splashed water on my face, but it didn't look any less horrifying.
i looked at the clock, "six o'clock..." there was so much i wanted to do, but i have no energy. i want to flop on the couch and eat chips until i feel like vomiting.
"when will this end?" i asked myself, grabbing the phone and seeing the hundreds of messages from hyunjin. "i'm so tired."
jinnie
are you still sleeping?
i'm so lonely without you
can't you come over sometime?
you
sorry baby i couldn't sleep
how about tomorrow?
jinnie
okay!! i can't wait to see you ❤
you
me too
but the truth is, i didn't want to see hyunjin. i've been keeping it a secret for a while but my feelings have faded away by time and i couldn't tell him.
i should tell him tomorrow.
i won't run away this time.
