— 12:23 a.m;
changbin's soft snores made it harder to fall asleep, especially when his hot breath hits my neck. he cuddles closely to me, making it hard to breathe. i tried to pry his arm away and reach to my phone but his grip was tighter than i thought.
after a bit of tossing around, he finally turned to the other side and i got up as fast as i could, letting out a breath i was holding for a while. he mumbled something i couldn't hear and started swatting the air so i guess he's having an interesting dream.
i snatched my phone and went out to sit on the couch, trying not to pay attention to whatever's going on with changbin. he started screaming in broken english and i'm too scared to even go near him at this point.
hyunjin
hey babe, i know it's late but can i call you?
you
sure
i sighed, staring at the caller id for a second before answering his call.
"hey ji, sorry for calling right now."
"what's wrong?"
"i don't know how to say this but... i don't- i mean-"
"take your time."
"...i don't think this relationship is working."
"and what makes you think that?"
"i feel as if you're not happy with me.
are you tired of me?"
"babe, no." i paused, "please don't say that."
"i just don't think that you love me anymore.
maybe you never did."
"hyunjin, that's bullshit. of course i love you!"
"then prove it."
he hung up.
