Youve watched me grow
The seed you sow
A flask of wine
No one dials my line
I breathe and my heart beats
It burns and it bleeds
The eyeliner i wear
The mask... people stare
Was once a warrior
But the axe came down
Cracked open its over
The pain i faced as i was drowned
Sorrows will come tomorrow
As i was happy today
Maybe next, but who knows?
What can i say
Im just like you
Two eyes and a smile
But deep down
We are all in denial
Im trying to write
But my mind strolls away
I feel i should lie
So we dont go a stray
Maybe its best if i take a break
The gods only know
How much i can take
Speak to me soon
Speak to me true
I do not know what to do
Ive got no one but you
I may be a sinner
I may regret things
My emotions are growing thinner
Just listen and think
I try and i try for the better
To get rid of this black dog
I try and i try for the better
To take the weight off of my back
I try and i try for the better
As i look up to the gods
I try and i try for the better
But i still cant hold my tears back
