An Autumn's Note

3rd Note: "Autumn's kiss.."

This has bothering me, why am I thinking you so much? It is just like there's something I have to do.. for you. Those long and curly eye lashes fits in your eyes perfectly, pink lips and black hair, huge hands and broad shoulders and this abnormal beating of my heart; have you enchanted me with curse? And if you do, I don't mind being under your spell.. It's addictive and I can't help it.

          As I lay in this bed and try to sleep, I close my eyes and still your face is all I can see... Is God doing this for a purpose? Am I falling? .. and if I do I wonder you'll catch me? I'm afraid please guide me in these feelings of mine, for I'm afraid to fall and hurt. I remember while practicing Nocturne, He leaned on me and lead me to every keys I have to take,  I can feel his breathing and I can feel his chest strong and mighty. Ethan, I know it's weird but I'm longing for you like thirst needs for water, like a child needs a mother, like flowers needs sunlight. I wish for this night, to see you in my dreams and play piano with you.

        I wonder who is Amelia? Is she dear to you? Is she the one introduce this music in you? Why your names inscripted in your precious piano? Why I feel anxiety in this matter? Why I'm so fixated in you? Why I'm so excited for tomorrows sunrise? Should I expect to see you again?

        If playing piano is the only way to see you, I promise I'll never stop and I will never regret being a pianist anymore. As I sleep this night tomorrow will be an another day to look on. Time pass quickly another morning to fill my bag with piano pieces, wait for me Ethan I'll come right away, and teach me again how to play piano.

        As I entered the room, suffering mixed emotions I don't know to respond suddenly your smile greeted me. And by that time I made up my mind. God, I'm already fell in love in this man, please just this time, stop rotating the earth, stop ticking the clock for I want to live a world with Ethan in my side.

"Good morning Ethan.."

"Good morning Chloe.." as he replied with a smile, with those lips and dimpled red rosy cheeks  tempts me to touch it.

" I'm glad.. and out of words.. really , I really am happy"

"..me too"              

Me too? Did I hear right?

"Me too?"

"Yes, last night all I can think is you..."

And I'm startled with happiness!

"I'm sorry I know we just met Chloe but, will you allow me to know you better?.."

"Yes, and I am glad too"

Those times is irreplaceable, all we do is talk to each other and look into our eyes.

"I wish this could lasts longer..."

"Are you willing to come with me?.."

"to where?.." as I replied with confusion..

"trust me.."

            We walk thru the hallway, my music instructor tried to catch me because my lessons is about to start but I didn't care at all. All I can see is him grabbing my hand and giving him my full trust. Climbed all the way up through the stairs up to the roof top if the building.

" Here stand here and look".. he put me in a metal platform where almost at the edge of the roof.

" I'm scared Ethan, this is too high..."

" just trust me, I promised I'll never let go of you...close your eyes.. and move one step"

He lifted me up and I can feel strong winds passing through my skin, the fear I fell disappeared because he hold me so tight.

"now on a count of three open your eyes slowly"

"alright..."

"okay.. on one... two.. three..."

I gradually open my eyes, and saw the white mountains covered in ice sparkles by the sunlight behind them. It was so beautiful, those rays of sun pass through the ice creating a rainbow rays as if the sky is having an aurora. 

"it is so beautiful... Ethan"

"Yes, and I've waited so many years just to show you this.. and your smile is much more prettier than this.."

I do not know what to respond, He gradually out his right hand on my left cheek, gives warm to its coldness. My heart beating so fast as if my whole body is melting. He's looking in to my eyes like we are just the two of us in the world...

" I love you Chloe... I know you may think that we just met yesterday but I want you to know that love has no measurement and limits.. I've waited.. waited.. and waited. And at long last I found you. AS I said earlier I'll never let go of you, never.."

 Slowly he move my face in to his, and as I closed my eyes my lips touches to his cold lips too. My mind is getting blank and I all I can think of is to never stop this sensational feeling. I was enchanted by his soft lips and by his warm hands. I can feel the wind blows my hair and how our body give warm to each other, it was magical and words are not enough to explain it.

We returned back inside of the school because of the freezing temperature of autumn's solstice.

"Do you mind coming over to my house Ethan? My father and mother won't be coming because they are in a trip to a music festival in Pennsylvania.. and that is you want to. I'll make some tea if you like.. Chamomile tea.. "

"yes and that would be lovely.."

 And we ride on my car and head back to my house..